Chapter 21

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Sherlock's P.O.V

Wow. I never knew she could sing like that, she just keeps getting more amazing by the day. I never thought i could feel this way about anyone. She headed off to sleep. "Mycroft, I'm worried about her", I said. "What do you mean?", he replied. "That nightmare, was it the first one?", I asked concerned. "Sherlock it's a few bloody nightmares", he said. "Give her some space", he continued. "Fine, I'm going to head off to sleep.", i said.

Sam: Me too.

Mikey: I guess i better too.

John: Well i have to then. Dont wanna be up myself.

John laughed. I climbed into bed with Y/N and wrapped my hands around her delicate waist. Then i drifted off to sleep.

Your P.O.V

I'm drowning. I keep shouting for help but no one can hear me scream. I managed to get up to see Sher looking at me with sad, bloodshot eyes. I felt his wrist, no pulse. He finished by giving me a kiss on the head and swimming away.

I woke up with a jerk. I detached Sherlock's hands from around my waist and swung my legs around to sit on the edge of the bed. I put my head in my hands and let a tear escape from my eyes. I felt a hand on my back. I turned around to see John giving me sympathetic eyes. "We're here for you", he said. I looked around and Sam and Mikey were sitting up giving me sad eyes. "You have to tell him", Mikey said looking behind me. I sobbed and looked up. "I can't Mikey, it's nightmares about him abandoning me. It's absoloutley pathetic. He's got bloodshot eyes and no pulse. I'm pathetic", I cried quietly. I felt another set of hands on my back and then felt that same sense of those familiar, strong arms wrap around my waist. "Oh Y/N. Why didn't you tell me?", he asked sounding upset. "Sherlock, it's petty", I cried and laughed at the same time. "It's only a few nightmares, they will go away.", I continued. "But they are nightmares I could help you with, love", he sighed. "Look it's fine", I said as I turned around to face him. He wiped the tears away from my eye and kissed my forehead. I smiled sadly at him. I turned around again and went to give everyone else a hug. "Seriously, thanks guys", I sighed. "It's no problem, I didn't think you still suffered from nightmares", Sammy said. "I havent had one for ages but they started back recently.", I said. "Of course it's a different topic now, it's not about Sasha and Lola anymore", I reassured him. "Sasha and Lola?", Sher asked. "Her bullies in High School", Sammy said. "Look can we just stop talking about this and do something?", i asked. "Sure
Y/N", John said rubbing my back. I sat on Sher's lap and he snaked his arms around my waist. "Let's all do karaoke!", I said. "Alright, dear", Sher laughed. "Okay, I'll go first", Sammy said.

He started to sing:

I found myself dreaming
In silver and gold
Like a scene from a movie
That every broken heart knows.
We were walking on moonlight
And you pulled me close
Split second and you disappeared and then I was all alone

I woke up in tears
With you by my side
A breath of relief
And I realized
No, we're not promised tomorrow

So I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you
Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when
When we'll run out of time so I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you

In the blink of an eye
Just a whisper of smoke
You could lose everything
The truth is you never know

So I'll kiss you longer baby
Any chance that I get
I'll make the most of the minutes and love with no regrets

Let's take our time
To say what we want
Use what we got
Before it's all gone
'Cause no, we're not promised tomorrow

So I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you
Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when
When we'll run out of time so I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you

Hey
Whoa

I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you
Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when
When we'll run out of time so I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you.

"Wow that was enotional", Mikey said looking at Sammy. "Yeah and so beautful", I added, smiling. "Okay, my turn", Sher said.

He started to sing:

What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh oh

How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh oh

Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh oh.

There were tears in my eyes as Sher drew to a close. "Well, the world's only Consulting Detective can sing about love", John said.

"Correction, one of the world's only two consulting detectives"

I smiled.

"It's Elementary my dear Watson", he added and then looked at me and winked.

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