How Did I Get Here

The First of Many

Cragen's Thoughts

Cragen's Office

"You never said goodbye to Olivia after you slept with her, you bastard" Cragen yelled into the phone.

"Why did she even tell you that" Elliot replied in a pissy tone. Shit, Olivia probably wouldn't want me to tell him right?

"She was crying and I asked her what was wrong. You are officially a fucking asshole Elliot. Leaving was hard enough on her, not even telling her fucked with her. Oh and you slept with her and didn't say you were leaving. You never thought how she would feel did you. Why would you, you don't care about her! Otherwise you would at least have said bye"

"She was crying. Shit Don I fucked up. I didn't even realize how bad this would mess with her. Is she alright"

"How were you when she went to Oregon Elliot"

"Damn, I never even thought. Look I can't come back now Kathy and I are working through some things. Do you think she'll be okay if I come back in a few months"

"I don't know Elliot. Ask her not me"

"Talk to me another time Don. I gotta go" call ends.

Back To Olivia Sitting at Her Desk

I just finished making my first appointment when Don walks out of his office.

"Hey Cap, can I talk to you for a sec"

"Sure (walks into the crib with her) is everything okay"

"Yeah I just wondered if you wanted to come to my first appointment tomorrow"

"I would love to Olivia, have you thought about trying to find a way to tell Elliot. Like a letter or something"

"Before I even knew I was pregnant I called him everyday multiples times a day, just because I miss him. And what if he doesn't want the baby I couldn't deal with that"

"I won't force you into anything but think about it. What times the appointment tomorrow"

"2:00, and thanks Don for all of this. I'm gonna go finish my paperwork is it okay if I go off call for the rest of today"

"Yes it's fine, drive safe okay"

"I will. Don could you tell me if you hear from Elliot, he shouldn't be the last to know he has another kid, he should be one of the firsts"

"I wouldn't want you to become stressed if we do hear from him, I'll tell you if I think you need to know"

"Okay I appreciate it Don" I gave him a small smile and went back to my work.

Short I know :( getting a little bit of writers block over here. I need some help. When should Elliot and Olivia reunite, how should they reunite. Should Cragen tell Liv.