19♧ I Knew This, But It Still Hurts So Much

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Y/N's POV

After this iKON will be having their fanmeetings, "iKONTACTS" and then their Japan Tour throughout Japan and I'm required to travel to Japan with them.

I cannot deny that I'm very, very excited! Even more excited than the iKON boys.

Well, you see I have always wanted to go to Japan since I was little.

Now I had the chance to go there for many days, to many districts -- Osaka, Fukouka, Tokyo!

The fanmeeting are scheduled to be held 2 weeks from now so iKON are not wasting every second by practising in their practice room everyday.

So that means I will be spending time in the practice room with them.

Now I am in charge of delivering their lunch, dinner and supper since they only start their practice in the afternoon but only get home in the wee hours.

I pitied these guys for working so hard. They are sweating every minute.

But then that was all they wanted. They also wanted to do well in their performances so I decided to root for them no matter what.

"Let's take 5!" Hanbin shouted to the members as some of them laid on the floor, breathing heavily for air.

"Do you need anything? Drinks?" I voiced as I looked at them.

"Noona mineral water juseyo?" Chanwoo requested as he raised his hand.

Awww Chanbaby don't act this cute. He's grinning like a little kid.

"Anything for you." I smiled sweetly at him as I exited the door.

I was about to press the elevator door close when someone's hand stuck out leading to the door opening again.

My eyes widened as he stepped into the elevator and stood beside me.

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Jinhwan's POV

No I can't bear it anymore.

I'm going to talk to her.

So I rushed out after she closed the door behind me.

I heard Hanbin calling me from behind but I ignored him and followed her.

She was about to close the elevator door when I managed to stop it in time and I got into the elevator with her.

"Uhmm Jinhwan-sshi?" She was shocked.

Now how do I start? But I really felt pissed by the word sshi.

"Just call me like what you used to call me." I replied flatly.

"But I used to call you Jino." She gave me a bitter chuckle. She looked sad.

I was about to open my mouth to say something but the door had opened, revealing the lobby.

Without waiting for me, Y/N walked out of the elevator and headed to the cafeteria.

She went to the vending machine to fetch a few bottles of mineral water.

"Need my help?" I offered but she just shook her head.

"Nah I can manage." She avoided my gaze. Damn it hurts when she's giving me the cold shoulder.

Geez, I ended up not talking to her about anything.

Kim Jinhwan you really is a pabo.

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Y/N's POV

My heart started beating like crazy when he's near me.

When he asked me to call him like what I used to, I gave a bitter chuckle.

I thought back of the good old times we had and the love I had for him until that day we kind of "fell out".

I wanted to go back to how we used to be in the past but I was afraid.

Will he flare up at me like he did that day?

I avoided mentioning the past and I avoided his eye contact because who knows, he may lash out at me again
I don't want him to hate me.

So it's better like this. We talk, but still keeping a distance.

Then when we went back to the practice room, Hanbin gave me a skeptical look.

"Yah Jinhwan-hyung, what is the use of you following Y/N out when you're not helping her to carry the drinks?" Is this the sassy Junhoe who is talking right now.

Wow. Cultural shock. Does it means he starts to care for me now?

I grinned to myself like a idiot but my expressions went blank when I heard his next sentence.


"Oh ya, I forgot. You hate her."

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