Screw Me Over ✔️

Rena

What's up folks?!

So, what did you think of that new edited version? New readers, what do you think about the story so far?

Does anyone see a few things going on within the story? Like a few problems the girls have? Their major problems? (Yeah, I can't explain it well. Sorry.)

Well, we are still on Rena's POV! Throughout the story, you'll learn about all five girls and see how they choose to live their lives!

Please see the triggers that are in the summary of this story. Just saying.

Alright, y'all! That's all I have! You may continue! 💜🤫

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When it came to love, I was different from many women my age. I believed in the fairytale love. You know? Where the guy finds the love of his life by just bumping into them one day and they stay in love for a while until the guy feels it's the right time to ask their lover to marry them. They get married, buy a house, have children and a dog named Spot, and just stay in love. They fight through the temptations together and have eyes for no one else but each other.

That kind of love. The kind of love that made your foot pop in the air when you kissed your soul mate.

Ever since I was a little girl, my heart overflowed with hope. Hope that I'd have that one day. I wanted a husband that loved me unconditionally. My love was so strong and I felt capable of sharing my love with a wonderful man. Spoiling him every day with my love when he comes home from work just because he deserves it for being so hardworking and amazing.

There wasn't an exact deadline for when I wanted all of this, but this was around the time I thought he'd come my way.

Instead, in the words of Rihanna, "I go back again, fall off the train, land in his bed, and repeat yesterday's mistakes."

This newly-turned 20-year-old decided to listen to her lust queen of a roommate and bounce from home to home messing around with different college guys that would have me. Somehow, I thought that this would help me find the love. Not realizing I was looking for love in the wrong places, I talked to men online and found myself in their beds the next day just to be kicked out.

My mind thought that they probably wanted the same thing I wanted. Little did I know they just wanted someone to make them feel good in that moment. Since the guys wanted physical touch, maybe that was my way to find my future love of my life.

Well, meet the so-called guy I wanted to be the future love of my life. Keenan was a tall 25-year-old with a young child and a messy apartment filled with baby stuff. But he had a shaft that can make you think you're flying around the solar system. His sex game was so wild that he'd probably make you do stupid stuff like...I don't know...

Make you think you're falling in love? Make you want to be a step-mother?

Yes, he had a son. At the same time, I was good with kids and being a step-mom wasn't a problem to me. He may have thought otherwise but I wouldn't have known that because he was one of those guys that never kicked me out of his home at two in the morning.

So, after we did the hanky panky, we moved into the living room and watched a romantic movie. He sat up against the couch with my bulky and hairy legs in his lap. As we watched the movie, thoughts ran through my mind about our relationship. We weren't in a serious relationship and that's what I wanted. For once in my life, I wanted to be taken seriously especially by someone that knows me already. We've been in this friends-with-benefits situation for a long time. A year and a half, to be exact.