Despair

p r o l o g u e

everyone knew selena gomez – classy, sexy, famous. now, think of the girl most people idolised was broken – depressed.

how would fans take it? they wouldn't know.

for nearly a year or so, selena gomez suffers with depression and anxiety – mental illnesses. always having a smile on selena's face became a rule, not a gesture.

but, what if you add a boy to this equation? a boy crashed and burden just as her, depressed just as much as her. would he be able to fix her, while she tries to help him? or would it just break like they are broken?

and how would the fans take it? they wouldn't know.

they'll simply think of a romance taking place, but it was so much more than what a headline could put or understand. they was trying to fix each other while losing pieces of themselves everyday. they lost themselves in order to make everyone else happy.

now, place them underneath a radar, a flashlight always shined on them with predators following them – in this case than predators, they was paparazzi and fans.

people always think they know what happens behind close doors, where celebrities could become themselves, but the people didn't. every day justin bieber and selena gomez are accused a new rumour onto them, telling them how their lives really are when they aren't.

now after all this, put a light in a pitch black tunnel with lost flies. how would they react? they would obviously thirst for the light, wanting it. now, imagine the light was justin in the dark, and selena was the lost flies. but how would that work, when justin needs selena as much as selena needs justin?

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❝  let me love the lonely out of you,
let me love the pain you're going through.
i think i've saved myself by saving you;
let me love the lonely out of you.
lighthouse without the lights;
you smile without your eyes,
i know, cause i do that, too.
your own worst enemy.
you think that no one sees,
i do, cause i'm like that, too.   ❞

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◦ disclaimer:

not in any way am i saying this is how justin bieber and selena gomez actually feel, as this is fictional !! don't take everything so serious.

and be warned: this story may be kinda depressing at some bits but uplifting altogether. it may trigger some audiences.

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(made by the amazing 'myjelenafeels' on youtube. go check out her page!)

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*lower case intended.

*majority of the chapters are short.

*completed.

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COMING SOON