Me without you

Chapter Nine

Katherines P.O.V.

As I walk into my room I decided I was gonna take a quick shower before I go to bed. I can't believe what all had happened today. We met the boys, and now our favorites are staying the night at our well Arianas house. I just stay here for the summer since her parents just kinda leave her. I'm so happy Ariana had finally met Luke. I can tell that he really likes her. I knew he would. I knew all those signs and everything meant something, and I knew we weren't crazy. Every person Ariana told about her signs thought she was crazy and thought I was crazy as well for believing her but I just knew it meant something. Anyways I can't believe I had a make out session with Ashton Irwin. I've had feelings him for a while, like deep feelings. I just haven't told anyone, I've told Ariana some things but not my real feelings for him. Anyways I really didn't mean to make out with him it just kind of happened. I mean he said I had something on the corner on my mouth and he went to wipe it off and next then you now we were making out. I can't remember how I got on top of him though, it just kind of happened. But I'm not gonna lie he's a very good kisser and I wouldn't mind doing that again. Anyway I begin to strip and I step into the shower.

"15 minutes later"

As I turn off the water, I step out of the shower and quickly warsh off. After I warsh off I wrap the towel around my blonde hair. As I open the bathroom door I see ashton sitting on my bed giving me smirk looking me up and down my naked body. "OMG ashton what are you doing in here?!" I yell as I run behind the door to cover myself. "Don't act all shy I'm eventually gonna see you like that's anyways." He says giving me a wink and throwing me a blanket off the bed so I can cover up. The blanket drops infront of the door and I quickly pick it up and wrap it around myself. "Now what are you doing in here?" I re ask him as I walk to the dresser to get my underwear and pajamas. "Well I thought you'd be asleep and I was gonna climb in bed with you." He says trying to sound all innocent. But it doesn't look so innocent, more cute in a way. He's just so mhmm. I need to stop feeling this way. He's totally seducing me. "Oh I'm okay." I say as I walk into the bathroom and shut the door. I can't believe Ashton just saw me freakin naked. He still barely knows me. I feel like so violated and a bit like a slut. I mean I've already made out with the kid and he's seen me naked. But what did he mean he'd eventually see me like that? Does he think he's gonna have some fun with me? Oh no his not, well right now anyways... Anyways I get dressed, brush my hair, brush my teeth and head out of the bathroom. I notice that ashton is gone. Maybe he felt bad for seeing me like that and left. Maybe he doesn't want me for that type of stuff. That's a relief, I hope he does actually like me though because with the feelings I have, If he doesn't feel the same back then I will be totally heart broken and all go back to my old ways.... Anyways I climb into my bed, cover myself with blankets and slowly drift off into a slumber.