Forced To Have The Bad Boys Baby (UNDER MAJOR EDITING)

Wish I Never

Unlocking the door was the easy part.

Walking into the room was the worst part.

"Dmitri" I whispered dropping my coat.

He looked up and saw me before pushing Aaliyah away "Sarahi, it's not what you think" he said making me start crying "no it is" I said walking downstairs.

"Sarahi wait" he said struggling to put his pants on "Dmitri no. I tried so much. I cared for you, I put all my walls down thinking that you wouldn't hurt me, but you know what. I never should've trusted you. Being the idiotic girl I am, I came home thinking you wouldn't be up to anything and waiting or at least drunk. But this, no." I started.

"Maybe your right. My child doesn't deserve this. Maybe I should get an abortion. It's the best thing to do" I whispered grabbing a bottled water and chugging it down "Sarahi. I love you, please just believe me".

"No Dmitri. You've already said all the excuses you could. Your just repeating yourself. Keep your excuses, god for all I care keep your player ways. Just know that you've lost me, and I guess we both lost something to. Our baby" I finished before slamming the door shut.

Surprisingly no tears ran down my face. No anger or sadness hit me.

I was empty.

—

"Please pick me up. I hate my life" I cried into the phone "I'm on my way Sarahi. Whoever did this is going to get killed" he muttered trough the other line before hanging up.

10 minutes later he showed up angry "hop on".

"It's been forever since I've been on a motorcycle" I whispered looking at it admirably "I know baby. Just get on please" he said.

I hopped on and put my arms around him "take me to the clinic" I said into his ear making him slowly nod and drive off.

"Ace?" I said "yeah?"

"Thank you".

—

"Alright sweetie. It's all over. You can leave now" the nurse said making me open my eyes "I'm sorry" I whispered to my stomach before getting up.

"Thank you" I said handing her a twenty "please keep the money" she said with a sad smile and handing me back the twenty.

I walked out and looked at ace before breaking down.

"It's alright, it's alright" he muttered holding me and stroking his fingers through my hair.

"Sarahi please don't tell me you did it" I heard someone say behind ace.

"Your to late Dmitri. You never followed me out of the house. You never tried to save your child. So now there isn't one" I said holding my now lifeless stomach.

"So you did this huh?" Ace said coming up to him "yes I sadly did" Dmitri said turning his hands into fists along with ace.

Ace clenched his jaw and threw a punch which Dmitri dodged. Dmitri came back up and threw a punch hitting ace in the face.

Before I knew if they were in a fight in the middle of the empty lobby.

I walked out and ran.

Ran as far as I could.

—

I wish I never let him in my life. I wish I could get him completely away from me. He's so immature.

If I could of just forget about him. Erase the possibility of their being a relationship between us.

I'm not his toy. He can't play with my heart. I made a mistake. I fell in love with him.

I Wish I Never.