"Sarahi Santos, your with... Dmitry lopez."
Once those words come out of her mouth, I despise them.
Meet Sarahi Santos. She's one of the, "normal," people in school, not a nerd or cheerleader. Just one of those people in the middle. There's just one...
I sat on the bed lifelessly while balling my eyes out.
"Sarahi I know it was hard but we could always try for another one in a year or so" Dmitri said trying to comfort me.
"No get away. You made me do this. I hate you. You have no idea what it's like to abort your first child and have your first pregnancy taken away from you. I was going to have a baby Dmitri. Me. Not you. This baby wasn't growing inside of you. You don't know how it feels to kill a person that you loved and didn't know" I said pushing him away as hard as I could.
"Fine. You should've had that baby and died. I don't care about you or the baby anyways. Go kill yourself" he whispered before pushing me.
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I gasped and opened my eyes. It was just a dream Sarahi. Nothing more.
I looked over at Dmitri.
"I'm sorry" I whispered before getting up.
I went downstairs and put my jacket and shoes on.
I hopped on the bus that ran at 4 in the morning and just waited.
Waited until the last stop.
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I had $100 dollars in my pocket, enough for a hotel room 2 nights and a box of pizza. Let's make the best out of this shit.
I ended up 3 towns down from where I live. It honestly isn't that bad of a place. It looks like a good place to raise a child, or at least they have good people that might consider adopting my child if I die.
I walked into a small hotel and saw an old lady who gave me a big smile.
"Hello sweetie. How may I help you?" She asked pushing up her glasses "well I need a room that's under $100" I said playing with my hands "aren't you a little to young to be out here?" She asked "um yeah my boyfriend he uh wants me to get an abortion. The governments letting considering I might die if i have this baby" I said looking at the ground.
"Poor girl. Just remember do what you feel is what's good for you. Not what other people want. Follow your heart" she said handing me a room key "it's the biggest room we have. Top floor, room 132." She said.
I started pulling out some money but she stopped me "please honey it's free" she said making me give her a small smile "thank you. It means alout".
I pressed the elevator button to floor 3. If you ask me it travels very slow, but who am I to complain?
The door opened and I saw a room right in front of my face when I turned left.
I unlocked the door and walked inside.
The room wasn't that big but it wasn't small either.
It had a king bed, a bathroom, a window, a small fridge, a microwave, a tv, and a big window, oh and also a ac.
The sun was coming up so I decided to make a cup of tea because I can't drink coffee.
I grabbed the sleepy time tea because I want to knock out and put it in the thing.
6 minutes later I sat on the side of the bed and I put up my feet on the ac while sipping my tea.
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"Sarahi where the fuck are you!" Dmitri yelled on the other line "Dmitri I need to be away for a while. I'm keeping our child weather you like it or not" I said calmly "Sarahi I don't" he sighed.
"I want you to keep the baby. I just don't want you to die" he said "Dmitri just believe in me please. The doctor said there's a chance I could, not that I will" I said.
I heard him sigh from the other side "alright Sarahi just please tell me were you are" he said "I'm sorry Dmitri I can't do that. I need some time to myself" I said.
"Fine, take all the fucking time you want" he spat then hung up the phone.
"Stupid anger issues" I muttered under my breath before hopping in the shower.
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I have absolutely no clothes. I'm going home.
I can't believe I was stupid and left, well I mean he wanted me to get an abortion. Now he knows what will happen if he tries to force me to do shit.
I bid my goodbyes to the old lady who's name I learned, it was Sally.
I hopped on the bus and waited till I got home.
Little did I know it was the most idiotic mistake I ever made.