SABTI POV
Remember when I said I didn't feel bad about cheating on DeVante? I do now. If there's anything you should learn from me, it's never to trade respect for attention. The news of my cheating on DeVante has been on every blog, newspaper, and social media feed. The shit's driving me up the wall but through it all my homegirls Tenese and Ocelean have made sure that I'm good. DeVante and I went to the doctor again and found out that I'm pregnant with twin girls! So there's a possibility that Chris could be their father, Tory could be their father, or my daughters will have different daddies! DeVante and I aren't divorcing, but we are separated yet again. He says he will never let go of what it is we have and that he's never leaving me, but he needs time to figure out this whole mess. I was getting ready to have brunch with the girls and I needed it SO BAD! I was halfway to the Astro Lounge when I heard some asshole honking at me from behind. I ignored it the first three times and my face went into straight horror when I realized that Chris was driving right beside me.
Chris: AYE PULL OVER, I GOTTA TALK TO YOU!!!
I flipped him off and kept driving. He kept going right next to me and I had no choice but to pull over after 25 minutes of him chasing me! Chris got out, slamming his door and was so mad, it kinda turned me on.
Chris: What tha fuck you think you doin'?
Me: Gone somewhere, Chris! I told you that---
He grabbed me and forced me out of the car. I fell against the door with him blocking me.
Chris: You think you can do this to me? After everything we said and did!? I'm not out the picture. That's my pussy and I bet my money those are my babies. You'll never be able to let me go no matter how proudly you wear your ring.
I slapped him so hard all the animals in the enchanted forest could have heard it.
Me: Stay away from me until I say otherwise! It's over!
I got in the car and watched his pissed off expression in the rear view. As angry as he made me, deep down I know that I miss him and that I can never let go of what we have. I want him, but I don't.....I can't explain it...AT ALL!
Damn Sabti...who do you REALLY love?

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FanfictionSabti Zuniga has had a hard knock life. She bounced around from foster homes, and spent a few years in rehab to treat her alcoholism. Eventually, she pulls her life together and has made a name for herself as a spoken word poet/writer who has been m...