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I sat on this bench for two hours, hugging my knees. I felt exhausted, I want to lay on my bed and sleep. I only stopped crying an hour ago.  I looked up the sky, I wonder what will happen if Maya and I were still friends? I sighed.  The moment I saw Maya, it bought me back the memory that happened on school grounds, and the things she said to me during high school. I closed my eyes, I don't want to remember what happened, but I just did, I fucking did. 

if she didn't mean it then why did she do that?

Missy hated me, she did that to me first. I can't believe Missy was ever my friend throughout grade one and two, but she doesn't matter. 

I just can't believe Maya was my friend too. Just a bunch of back stabbers, but what Missy did to me, didn't matter, it was what Maya did to me, that mattered the most. She was my best friend since we were five year olds. She was practically my sister.

Is that how she thanked me? 

I given her many chances to explain, but they it always involves me getting beaten or being pushed around. I gave up hope on her, she's a cold-heart bitch.

I continued to look at the sky, a few more tears came out of my eyes. "Riley! There you are! Geez, I was looking all over for you!" Farkle's voice snapped me out of my thoughts.  I turned away from him, and wiped my face with my hands, attempting to wipe off my tears but it was to late, he saw my tear stained cheeks.

"What's wrong, Riles?" He asked, and I couldn't look at him, I starred down at the ground and shrugged. "Nothing, I'm fine."

"No, you're not." He said, and he pulled me into him and hugged me. I swallowed the lump in my throat as more tears rolled down my cheeks.

It was probably an hour later when Farkle and I were on the bench, my head was on his lap and he was stroking my hair, if it wasn't comforting me, I would've gotten up and leave. But he comforted me and I'm thankful for that.

I coughed and sat up. I turned to look at him. "Why are you here? Aren't you suppose to be on a date?" I asked him, as I run my hands through my face.

"Oh, she told me she wanted to talk to you, apparently she knows you, I don't know. So I waited for her and she came back and told me that you ran off, and besides, it's almost midnight, I've been looking for you for two hours after my date with-"

"Maya was your date?" I interrupted him. He nodded. "She told me she has a best friend named Riley and so I said 'hey, I have a kind of best friend named Riley too.' and apparently, we were sharing best fri-"

"She's not my best friend, she's a liar, a fucking liar!" I got up and paced. "I want to sleep so bad, I don't want to deal with this, I want my mom." I walked away, I was walking to our dorm, with Farkle following. Oh no, what if she's still there? "Farkley, where is she?" I asked him. "She was still at the dorm before." We continued walking to our dorm and geez, it was a long walk. I'm literally so exhausted from running and crying. 

We made it to our dorm and it's already midnight, so as if she's still there. I think life hates me, because when I got in, Maya was sitting on my couch, and I got angry, so I went to her and punched her in the nose.

I heard Farkle gasped. "Riley!"

"No, No, It's okay, I deserve it." Maya chuckled, holding her nose as Farkle gotten her paper towels for her bleeding nose. I realized what I just did, I gasped. "I'm so sorry, Maya!" I said and went to her. I then realized something else. I backed away. Tears flooded my eyes.

"I don't want to see you in my dorm when I wake up." I ran to my room and locked my door, I also locked my window. 

after fifteen minutes of silently crying. I heard a knock on my door. "Riley, It's me. Please open the door." a minute went by. "Please?"

I got out of my bed and unlocked the door. "Did she leave?" I whispered. He nodded. "Oh." I went back to my bed and laid down, I faced the wall. I felt him sit on my bed. "Don't lecture me." 

"I'm not, I just want to know what's wrong."

I got up and looked at him. "It's her, that's what's wrong." I shook my head. "Farkle, I don't trust her anymore, when she said she wanted to explain, I got afraid because... when she did that, I get beaten up by Missy and her minions. The worst part is Maya would actually join too." I broke down, I couldn't hold it in. This hurts so much. I laid down and cried, hugging my pillow.

"Is it okay if I lay with you?" I nodded.

"Come here." He said and as I did, he put his arms around me and I laid my head on his chest. "At least, you punched her." He told me, I laughed and wiped my tears away.

Then surprisingly he sang to me and it lulled me to sleep.


[a/n: Hi, hello, here I am to give you an update and thank you Maya for the riarkle cuddles. Are you mad at Maya? Are you going to be madder if Riley forgave Maya? Are you going to be extremely angry if Maya back stabbed her again? Or will you cry if I give such a emotional scene for them? or is it okay if they stopped being friends? How would you feel if Missy came back? Hmmmm.... we may never know, well except me of course! // So, I  am going on a vacation, and I'm not sure if I'm taking the laptop with me, I have to ask. So if I do, I'll update room mates again before I go on the road trip. I won't be on for a whole week because i'm going on a road trip and staying places, I don't know,  I won't have any WiFi anyway. Thanks for reading and I AM SOO SORRY FOR ANY SPELLING MISTAKES  I HAVE.]

update: I'm back from my trip and I edit a word that says head because no one understands the head of the bed lol! k, i'll update later. I'm just checking wattpad <3

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