Lovin' the Wrong One (EDITING)

Torn

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This next day I was feeling so distraught of what happened last night. It's 10 in the morning, so I got up, got dressed and headed to the grocery store for my Sunday grocery shopping.

When I got to the grocery store, there weren't many people there because it was still early. I decided to go down the noodles aisle to get some things to make spaghetti.

"Paris?" I heard a familiar voice call from behind me.

I turned to see Tamera standing behind me. She looked draining, but I decided not to comment on that. Instead I replied with , "Tamera! It's so nice to see you." I hugged her.

Tamera P.O.V

"You too! How you been?" I asked trying to make conversation. I wasn't interested in this bitch like that , I just needed to get close with her, so that I could make Tatianna and Cortez life hell. I mean she is her best friend, right?

"Good I guess. Just living. I gotta get going, but you should call me some time." She suggested, pulling out her phone. I turned around to roll my eyes at her desperateness.

I typed in my number in her phone, then turned to head a different way. This bitch will be an easy target.

Cortez P.O.V

Ion know what the fuck to do. I can't' believe that bitch kissed me like that... I JUST asked Tatianna to marry me, now she probably think that ain't what I want. I needed to clear my head. It's early in the morning, but ion give a fuck. I'm taking a bottle of Amsterdam to the head chased with three blunts.

I got me a cup, filled it with ice and poured my first cup of it. I lit up my first blunt then proceeded to get fucked up.

I heard keys ruffling at the door. I hope it's Tee, because I damn sure ain't got no fucking time for drama.

I laid there still drinking. If it was a robber or something, fuck it, kill me!

"Cortez, what the hell?" I heard the sound of Tatianna coming towards me. I looked up but couldn't really see her clearly. My eye sight was blurry.

"Nah man leave me alone." I took another sip of my Liquor.

"Cortez..." Her voice drifted off. Next thing I knew, water was being splashed on my face, clearing my eye sight totally up. This bitch done killed my high.

"Yooo what the fuck Tatianna?" I jumped up at the feel of water being splashed on me.

"You need to chill the fuck out. I came to talk but I see yo ass ain't under the talking condition because you fucked up early in the morning. Get yo drunk ass up and go back to sleep. When you wake up, I just might be here." She snapped at me.

I shook my head but smiled at the thug in my baby's voice. I liked the way she told me what to do. At least she took some authority. I headed for our bedroom and moments later, pasted out.

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About two hours later I woke up with a slight headache, nothing big though. I rolled over to see no trace of Tatianna. "Was I dreaming?" I thought out loud. I shook the thought and headed for the shower.

About an hour later I was fully dressed and searched throughout the house to look for Tee. "Tatianna!?"I called out.

When I finally got downstairs, she was laid out on the couch watching tv. "Why you ain't come sleep with me?" I asked sitting beside her.

"Just because i'm here , don't mean everything is alright Cortez. You fucking kissed her!" She stood up, semi yelling with anger.

I looked up at her, in her eyes. I could sense hurt, and tears that wanted to fall. I was stuck for words, but I had to tell her the truth. "Tee, I didn't kiss her, you walked in at a bad time. She kissed me!" I defended myself. What I said was true. Tamera did kiss me, and what I felt from her lips, was not what I feel from Tatianna's. Tatianna's lips are plush and plumped. I love the feel of her lips, communicating with mines, adding tongue.

"Whatever Cortez. It seemed to me you were enjoying it. If I hadn't walked in when I did, y'all probably would have fucked, if y'all already didn't. " She rolled her eyes and sat back down. She started flipping through the channels as if this shit didn't bother her.

"Man bae, i'm not even lying. No bull shit, I didn't like it. I kicked her ass out. Why the hell would I let another female come here to disrespect my fiance? You on some other shit. I wish you really take the signs to see I didn't cheat on your ass. You taken this far and beyond. You know how yo crazy ass sister acts, but you fail to realize i'm telling you the truth." I lashed out on her. I'm tired of having to fully explain myself without some type on signal that she believes me. "Your showing me you don't trust me, and with no trust, why the hell is we getting married?"

"So what the fuck you saying? You don't wanna marry me Cortez?" She jumped up and got all in my face. "You don't wanna marry me? Don't try to turn this shit on me! WHY THE HELL WAS Y'ALL IN A BEDROOM TOGETHER?! THAT SHIT LOOKS WRONG! IF IT WAS ME AND TYRESE YOU WOULD FEEL THE SAME WAY!" She yelled.

"Yo calm yo fucking voice down forreal. I was walking around looking for your ass, and the bitch followed me in there. Before you go accusing you fucking talk to me. Ion like how you talking to me like i'm yo fuckin' kid instead of yo man. Yo i'm out." I got up and headed to get my phone and keys.

"You ain't going no fucking where. Yo caramel ass staying right fucking here and yo gone talk this shit out with me! Call the bitch! CALL HER!" She shouted.

"Call who? For what? Man I swear you trippy." I slightly pushed her as gentle as I could to get out the door that she was blocking me from. "Move Tatianna damn!" I tried to step around her. She didn't move at all.

"What the fuck I just say? Call Tamera! I know you got her fucking number. Cortez if you don't call this bitch I swear on my unborn kids i'm finna slap the fuck out you." She threatened me.

"Mane. Fuck this shit." I headed towards the back door.

She followed me and pulled me back by my arm. "STAY HERE CORTEZ I'M NOT PLAYING!" She yelled.

"FUCKING CHILL DAMN!" I punched the wall. This shit was pissing me off. She tripping like I put my dick in this bitch. She acting insane and shit. "Where the fuck is my real Tatiannaa HUH? You done fucked with this hoe ass nigga Tyrese and shit, you acting brand new and having temper tantrums and shit! The fuck is all this Tatianna? Leave me the fuck alone until you get yo mind right. It's taking all of me not to fucking hit yo ass but you fail to realize shit when it's in yo fucking faced." I grabbed my car keys and stormed out the house, leaving her there looking stupid.

Tatianna P.O.V

Oh my God. I feel so fucking stupid. I have to admit, I had a little to much to drink after I made Cortez go to sleep. This hurtful feeling is draining me and I just don't know what to do. I don't want to lose him. Would can I possibly do to keep him close to me?

I hate to do this... But whatever.

I picked up my phone and called Paris. Let's see what happens. Ehh? Gotta do anything to keep your man happy. Right?

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Sort of short, but long over due! Sorry i've been busy. that's if anyone reads this O_o. Anyways, like, and comment. I need opinions and perspectives!