Sitting again with some kind of disturbing feeling
There has to be some kind of negative dealing
What is doing this to me, why am I sad
Shouldn't I be glad ?
I am where I am happy atleast I think so,
Or is there something more,
Something I like to store and hold forever.
I can't backup the feelings that are locked,
Should I be shocked by raging against my own anger,
By the strenght that lays down a blossem of ember.
Is this the path I chose
Is this the direction I hold ?
Someone let me see, what feelings are consuming me
It seems that I am walking around with a straight face but my head down
Far away from what once was my crown, my kingdom, my love.
Need to recover my strenght to prevail in life
In all the coming future sight
Please help me from any direction
From any caring section
I'll never lose this battle again !
I'll fight no matter what comes at me
Life without any disaster
Life with only laughter !!
I'm coming for you !!!