SABTI POV
So yes, I got back with DeVante after a nine month separation and because it was all over the blogs and other forms of media, Chris was livid! I loved two men, and for a time I didn't know who to choose. I never thought it was going to happen, but it did! But something isn't right....I've been unable to keep anything down, I'm nauseous and always sleepy and my bladder isn't having any of it! DeVante and I had sex (he only lasted for an hour) only two months ago. But this has been happening long before we reconciled.
Ocelean pressed and pressed me about this so I went to the doctor and yes....I'm pregnant. Since there's no possible way that this baby is my husband's, I have no other choice but to tell him the truth. This is gonna hurt like a bitch, but I have to tell him.
I walked in the living room after throwing up in the bathroom yet again. I sat down across the table from DeVante, who looked concerned. I lifted my head from the table, wiping tears from my eyes.
Me: Oh man....
DeVante: Baby, what's going on?
Me: I have to tell you the truth.
DeVante: About what?
I wiped more tears from my eyes.
Me: The last thing I wanted was to hurt you. In between the arson case and the pregnancy now, I'm so so sorry.
DeVante: We always talked about having babies so....
Me: But the baby inside me isn't yours.
He looked up at me shocked.
Me: ....I had an affair.
DeVante: Was this before or after the separation?
Me: Both.
DeVante: How could you do this to me? To us? I---
Me: We weren't communicating, loving, or existing together. I felt lonely, misunderstood, and flat out disrespected! I had no other choice!
DeVante: Talk to me!?
Me: Would you have listened to me? Do you ever listen to anyone?
DeVante: How long, baby?
I turned away.
DeVante: HOW...LONG???
I looked back at him.
Me: Almost a whole year.
DeVante: Who is he? Why---
He had his head down but he was sobbing loudly and I went up to him, hugging him and praying that he could forgive me and realize that I'm sorry, but I can't take it back. I don't know what to say, do, or even feel at this very moment. I know I always wanted to be a mother, but I'm bringing a child into the world with the wrong father.
....I have to tell Chris before the media does.
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FanfictionSabti Zuniga has had a hard knock life. She bounced around from foster homes, and spent a few years in rehab to treat her alcoholism. Eventually, she pulls her life together and has made a name for herself as a spoken word poet/writer who has been m...
