Part. 27 -I Can't Anymore-
"Will you buy me a House Of Gold?" ~ Twenty One Pilots
DEAN ASF BY DA WAY
4 years ago...
How on earth did he even know that I was lying? Couldn't he just had left it at that?
I looked back at the boy with green eyes and I felt like as if my body had just been slammed against a wall knocking the air out of me.
"Ex- excuse me." I said gasping for air, standing up, walking away from the circle. I immediately started running towards the door. I pushed open the door and tried gasping for air but none came.
I walked over to a bench and sat down, as my body shook. I couldn't breathe.
I can't breathe.
"Breath like this not like that." A voice said next to my ear, and I jumped at the suddenness. I didn't even feel anyone near me. I shook my head and tears started rushing down my face. A arm wrapped around back and the person got close to my ear again.
"Breathe okay.. Breathe."
I shut my eyes.
"I- I can't." I said choking.
"Yes you can." The person pulled me into a hug, and my face was pressed into the persons neck.
Why was I letting a stranger hug me? ButThat's not the task at hand.
I breathed in and out, in and out, and finally air came. I was engulfed by the persons cologne. I cried into his jacket.
The guy rubbed my back as I cried, feeling no shame.
I had no shame. He didn't know me.
So if this was the only moment that I had to let everything out,
Then that's what I'm going to do.
And that's what I did.
After what felt like an eternity of crying. The person spoke.
"You better?" The voice said quietly.
I froze. I pulled away from and looked at him.
It was the boy with the green eyes.
"Hayden.. that was you?" I whispered, biting my lip. I was forever obsessed with him. Because after two more sessions I never saw him again. Or so I thought.
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I jolted up, sweat dripping down my neck. I scrambled for the pills beside me and popped two into my mouth. "I shouldn't have done that." I muttered. I sat up shaking violently, waiting for the medication to kick in. Slowly I started to feel numb a...