Forgetting Florence // Alex Hayes F.F.

Chapter 6 ~ Forgetting Florence

Eva's way better

I never actually met Eva but I knew she was beautiful and much more Alex's type than me.

I really can't stand this anymore. This is worst than being in hospital. I am in more pain, I am hurting everywhere. I can't sleep. I can't eat. I can't live. I'm useless. If all these people hated me I don't see a point. I'm serious this time.

Then i got two texts which really made my mind up:

Freya: It was me who leaked your phone number Florence. You've always been such a bitch I don't know why I was ever friends with you. Go kill yourself you hoe. When you do I'm making a move on Alex.

A tear dripped onto my phone. And another, and another. Soon I couldn't see anything anymore. My tears made my eyes swell up so bad.

Then I got a text from Alex:

Alex: Hey Forgetful Florence! I have some bad news but goodish news for me!! I got offered a place in a really great school back in Australia that I just can't turn down! I know I won't see you as much cut just know I still love you and never want to lose you! I will be leaving in 2 days so I'm coming over in about 2 hours to see you before I have to pack :) I'm so sorry I'm leaving you but this relationship isn't all about you, sorry. I also saw all the comments on my Instagram, I'm sorry about that, fans are harsh but I can't stop them. See you in a bit :)

I made my mind up. Why was all this bad shit happening to me? Just when Alex came into my life and changed me, he's leaving again and making me feel worthless.

Good thing I was home alone today, mum and dad went to a concert. I said I didn't want to go....I'm glad I didn't

Okay I think I'm ready. You've got to cruel to be kind in life.

Narrators PoV

Florence waltzed to the bathroom, shaking each step. She had never been so nervous in her whole life. Her short life.

She opened the bathroom cabinet and picked out her dads razor. She started to run the bath. Thoughts running through her head rapidly. But she seemed to be smiling, In a way of thanks to Alex for the last bit of her life she had gave him.

When it got to the right amount and temperature she stripped to her underwear and stepped into the bath.

She say in the bath for an hour just staring at the razor deciding or not is she should acting I through with her thoughts. Her phone started to vibrate on the kitchen sink. It was Alex. He called about 10 times. He seemed worried that she didn't pick up the first time. He also spammed her with texts:

Alex: Hey Florence can I still come over this will be the last time i see you
Alex: Florence??
Alex: Florence? Hey Florence where are you???
Alex: I've rung like 12 times pick up!!
Alex: I'm coming in like 20 minutes just hold on!
Alex: Oh god I hope your alright!
Alex: FLORENCE ANSWER ME AND TELL ME IF YOURE ALRIGHT I NEED TO KNOW! DONT HAVE ANYMORE STUPID THOUGHTS
Alex: I'm on my way don't move from you house I swear to god.

She knew it was time; if Alex came back he would stop her and she couldn't risk not dying now.

She stood to her foot and pressed the razor into her arm, it slowly dripped Ruby's. The blood leaked down her arm and went all down her body. She didn't seem to be affected, she was just crying quietly, she repeated this on her other arm. The blood was watery and very dark, her skin started to go paler. Soon the bath had been dyed red and Florence was mostly covered in her own blood. She had made an incision right in a huge vein on her arm which seemed to be the last time she cut.

Alex had just arrived at her house. He knocked on the door ferociously remembering Florence's parents were at a concert he pushed the door open as fast as he could. He ran upstairs without a moments doubt.

"FLORENCE WHERE ARE YOU? FLORENCE? Oh my god. On no oh god no please not the bathroom."

He walked in to see her led in a pool of her own blood, cuts all over her. He screamed and weeped. He could not believe this. He shook her viscously. She still had a bit of life to her.

"Alex..."

"FLORENCE WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO YOURSELF WHAT ARE YOU DOING"

"I love you Alex, you were the only one who treated me like a human, thank you for making the final parts of my life memorable, but I must depart now, good....goodbye"

And with a moments silence her head tilted and her eyes slowly drew to a close. It was all over now.

Now all Alex could do was start forgetting Florence......

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Well I hope you enjoyed the book! It's over now sad face :(

I'll be writing another one soon if anyone enjoyed this one. Sorry if you didn't want it to b  sad but it is called forgetting Florence so um yeah.

Bye :)