I was laying in Nash's arms not wearing anything. His finger tips traced over my skin gently making me shiver in his presence. "I don't like what you've done to me." I breathed out.
"And what exactly have I done?" he chuckled.
"You've made me weak." I sighed, "You make me feel like I need you to be happy you make me feel like I need you in order to function properly. And you know what? So did Jack and I really don't want to feel this way for anyone." I shook my head as I got up to collect my clothes.
"what are you trying to say?" he asked reaching out to grab my wrist.
"what im trying to say is that I need space from everyone. ive never been away from people you know? and the last time I wasn't with Jack I got depressed and vulnerable. Im not gunna miss him now and im definitely not about to sleep around with his friends." I was now fully clothed.
"But Eli im more than just someone that youre gunna sleep around with... and im way more of a man than Jack will ever be." he said holding my hand over his heart as if I was going to change my mind. I slightly laughed and rolled my eyes.
"see! youre already turning on him. Nash if you cant even be a loyal friend how can I ever ask or expect you to be loyal to me, the conflict of this all. You say you're more of a man than jack could ever dream to be yet you cant even see how much of a little boy you're acting like right now!" I grew frustrated. Tears swelled up in my eyes and ive never felt like screaming so bad in my life.
"Look," he grabbed me and flipped me on the bed pinning my wrists down. "I'm not doing anything. You're very emotional I get that, and I understand what you and Jack had was beyond special... but I'm here now. It's my turn. I waited for you so god damnit Eli just let me have you. I'll never hurt you or make you look stupid I promise. Just stop jumping to conclusions because I want to be more than friends with benefits every time Jack fucks up." His raspy voice and blue eyes persuaded me. His face started coming closer to mine and soon we were kissing. "Okay?" He mumbled against my lips.
"Okay," I sniffed and crack a small smile.
A/n: so as I was looking through the comments and realized we had a little twilight thing going on. Updates are on the way but are you team Nashabeth or Elick?