I started walking towards Regents Park and Dave followed.

"What do you mean leave? You want me to go home to Doncaster? Why?"

"YOU DON'T GET IT!" I yelled at him. More people were staring now but I couldn't care less. "I need to think!"

"Think about what?!"

"The fact that you don't get that is a perfectly good reason to why you should leave" I said and kept walking away from him.

"Go get your things from my room, the land lord will let you in."

He stopped and I walked away.

A few seconds later I turned around and saw him on his way to the subway.

Well, that was fast...


I found myself strolling around in the park for the next few hours, there was something about the grass and the squirrels that calmed me down. No cables could break here. I was safe.

I wanted to go back to the hostel, but I thought maybe Dave would still be there and I really didn't want to talk to him right now. I was so mad, how could he be so reckless?

Maybe I should move back home to my parents. Moving to London was stupid, what would I do here anyway? Cater tables and be sad for the rest of my life? Worthless...

It was almost five in the afternoon and I was really tired, so I started walking back to the hostel. So what if he's there, I'll just have the land lord kick him out.

On my walk back I thought of what I would say to Dave if I saw him, and I felt really bad for how I had reacted. But I still didn't want him to stay, I couldn't change my mind now.

"There's someone waiting for you by your room" the woman in the kitchen said as I passed her.

Oh god, here goes.

I inhaled deeply before climbing the stairs up to my floor. I immedietly saw a pair of shoes in the hallway before I was even halfway up the stairs.

But when I finihsed the stairs, I saw Josh sitting on the floor with his back leaning against my door. What the hell was he doing here?

"Umh, hi" I said lightly as I waved with my keys in my hand.

"Hi" he said and got up from the floor. He was wearing a grey NASA-shirt and a black jacket over it with a pair of black jeans and a black cap backwards on his head.

"Starring at my chest huh? I thought you had a boyfriend" he teased me as my eyes went from his shirt to his eyes.

"I wasn't... I was looking at your shirt" I laughed and hit him lightly on his arm.

I unlocked the door and we walked inside to my tiny hostel room.

"So this is your castle?"

"Yes. You are very welcome Mr Dun, let me show you around" I joked. "Here's the master bedroom with the king sized bed."

"Only for the queen to sleep in though" I said and pointed at myself.

He laughed out loud.

"And here, is the relax area" I said and showed him into the bathroom.

"Oh, I see you have a jacuzzi too. What a luxurious castle, my queen" He laughed and stepped inside my small shower stall.

"I know right?"

"So..." Josh said while stepping out of the shower. "Is the queen available tonight?"

I sobered emediatly, thinking about the coincidence that I just sent Dave home. Josh knew Dave was here, why would he just show up here wanting to hang out?

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