What I do at 3:53 am in the Morning

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It's 3:53 (Well duh) and I am thinking about my whole life. I haven't yet come out to my parents, yet I have to my brother, friends, and one of my friends parents. Everyone so far has been supportive and I know my parents will be too. I just am waiting for the day I have it planned. It has been planned for months, and now it's right around the corner.

I am also thinking about how I have been binding. I have been using sports bras on days I am not self conscious, and the 'pantyhose's method' (There's an inside joke in that and I can't stop laughing) on days with I am self conscious.

Next, I am thinking about my Dyshoria. I have been getting more upset by my body and short tempered way more than ever in the past month or so. Wow...

Okay, that's it.

Bye.

Yeah...


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