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This...

And in my head I feel so fucked up.
Just wanna close the door again and not shut up.
I wanna scream out to the dry desert lands and not hate myself for once.
I wish I could speak up and let this die away.
Just turn this problem into a foggy memory.
Can't cry myself to sleep I just wanna loose more blood.
I can’t put away my dreams of there on day being an us.
And any us will do.
Just a partner in life to get me through.
I want someone who won't judge.
And now that I wanna try and open up.
Everyone cleared out the place.
No one stayed to clean up their mess.
Just let it get worse.
They all chipped in and left it there, all saying that they were gonna straighten out the aftermath.
But people lie and friends fade away.
Sometimes even family can’t take your fucked up mind.
Sometimes they don't want to handle what is yours to keep inside.
All people sometimes leave and all friends can fade away.
They have their own lives to lead and that’s none of your concern.
They don't want your troubled mind.
Just shut up and close the door, just go turn your head.
Don’t listen to them anymore.