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One word. Scared. That's all that I can think of. Being alone and scared. I never thought that I would ever have the courage to walk out, just like that. Its amazing how someone so close to you can change in one instance. My father used to be a great man. Smart, funny, kind, and heartwarming. But then one day everything changes. He became a terrible man, abusive and cruel.

I think to myself everyday, "what if mom was still alive?" I just never figured it out. There are a billion possibilities and I couldn't think of one. That shows how much of thinker I am. But in all seriousness, what if she was alive? Would I have run away? Would dad be an alcoholic? Would I be the person that i am at this very moment? These are all questions that iv'e never found the answers to.

I'm sitting here out in the woods wondering all these things............Damn! Stop, I can't do this to myself. I wont make myself cry every single time, over and over again. So I sit there with my mind blank. Then slowly drifting away to a world where everything is perfect, and I'm just a normal girl.


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