~Jasper Hale Whitlock POV
~LOVE ME~
I lost myself in fear of losing you
(Bella still don't speak like she used to)
I wish I didn't do, but I did
(Her voice scratching her heart)
I lost my own, my own identity
Forgot that you picked me for me
But now, I don't negotiate with insecurities
They always seem to get the best of me
I found I had to love myself the way I wanted you to
Love me
(Chorus)
No more second-guessing
No, there's no more questioning
I'll be the one defining
Who I'm gonna be
No concealing feelings
Or changing seasonally
I'm gonna love myself the way I want you to
Love me
Sometimes I wish my skin was a costume
(She sometimes feel like she is dying slowly)
That I could just unzip and strip
But who I am is who I'm meant to be
And it's who you're in love, in love with
(She doesn't want to go home)
So now, I don't negotiate with insecurities
They're going to have to take a back seat
I know I have to love myself the way I want you to
Love me
(Chorus)
No more second-guessing
No, there's no more questioning
I'll be the one defining
Who I'm gonna be
No concealing feelings
Or changing seasonally
I'm gonna love myself the way I want you to
Love me
( "I cannot forgive him" she said to me.
"I cannot forgive Alice, too," I said, temporary of pain comes permanent)
No more standing in my own way
Let's go deeper, let's get closer
No more standing in my own way
The way I want you to love me
No more standing in my own way
Let's go deeper, let's get closer
No more standing in my own way
The way I want you to love me
(Chorus)
No more second-guessing
No, there's no more questioning
I'll be the one defining
Who I'm gonna be
No concealing feelings
Or changing seasonally
I'm gonna love myself the way I want you to
Love me
No more second-guessing
No, there's no more questioning
I'll be the one defining
Who I'm gonna be
No concealing feelings
Or changing seasonally
I'm gonna love myself the way I want you to
Love me
$end of song$
We landed about 10:00 pm and now I am driving going at Bella's house. She fell asleep on my car. I stopped the car for a minute. I Change Bella's position. She is about to lean forward so I put her in seatbelt when she speak this:
"Thank you, Jasper. I love you," I am definitely shock from what I heard.
I thought that it is just a dream of hers but when I had realize that it is not. I can feel her feelings that she isn't lying.
I brought her to her house and her dad is out so I am the one who brought her to her room. As I lay her down the bed, she pull me closer to her.
"Don't leave for me," she said. I sat beside her. As she lay her head on my lap her tears just all down from her eyes.
"Don't cry, Bella," I said wiping her tears.
"Thank you that you're there with me even both of us where betrayed," she said.
I stoke her hair when she held my hand. I hold her hand. She sat down then she lay her head on my chest.
"I do wish that I could love you," I said.
"You can," she answered, pressing her lips to mine.
As I also did, I begun to realize it is wrong, I push her away saying this words, "I cannot cheat on Alice."
"Why? She had cheated on you, I am sure she will realize it," she kept on kissing and I cannot disagree.
She fell asleep on my chest. She is definitely right. The more I realize how stupid Edward is to let her go the more I begin love her.
TREAT YOU BETTER (SHAWN MENDES)
I won't lie to you
I know he's just not right for you
And you can tell me if I'm off
But I see it on your face
When you say that he's the one that you want
And you're spending all your time
In this wrong situation
And anytime you want it to stop
I know I can treat you better than he can
And any girl like you deserves a gentleman
Tell me why are we wasting time
On all your wasted crying
When you should be with me instead
I know I can treat you better
Better than he can
I'll stop time for you
The second you say you'd like me too
I just wanna give you the loving that you're missing
Baby, just to wake up with you
Would be everything I need and this could be so different
Tell me what you want to do
'Cause I know I can treat you better than he can
And any girl like you deserves a gentleman
Tell me why are we wasting time
On all your wasted crying
When you should be with me instead
I know I can treat you better
Better than he can
Better than he can
Give me a sign
Take my hand, we'll be fine
Promise I won't let you down
Just know that you don't
Have to do this alone
Promise I'll never let you down
'Cause I know I can treat you better than he can
And any girl like you deserves a gentleman
Tell me why are we wasting time
On all your wasted crying
When you should be with me instead
I know I can treat you better
Better than he can
Better than he can
Better than he can
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