moving on like ➳ lashton + coshton

moving on like: 7

Moving on like: I think even he could tell how I looked for a piece of you in every part of him i chipped away.

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i didn't want to do this to cole no more. i don't want to continuously play with his emotions. i hate doing that, and i feel so guilty about it. so today, i'm breaking up with him and telling him the truth.

i feel like in some way i didn't though. even though i didn't have strong feelings for cole, i know i had some kind of feelings. maybe it was more like, a "he's cute, but i don't wanna go out with them" crush, rather than a "i want to be with you" crush, if you get what i mean.

he always seemed to me like a friend, rather than a boyfriend. but i know i had a little feelings for him, but i didn't want to be his boyfriend.

i called cole and told him to come over, and that we needed to talk. i was panicking a little inside but not too much, i knew this was the right thing to do.

when cole arrived, we took a seat on my couch and before i could speak he said, "you don't have feelings, don't you?"

"yeah..." i said awkwardly and cole chuckled, "i know that, i kinda always knew."

"can i at least explain everything?" i asked and cole nodded. "yes, i did have feelings for you, i swear, but it was more like, a "cute" crush, if you know what i mean. so i know i had feelings for you, but not so much to the point where i wanted to go out with you - i hope you get what i'm saying."

"i actually understand what you're saying perfectly. i went through that once so i get it. and i knew you had feelings for me, but i also thought you wouldn't wanna go out with me, and i thought you saw me more as a friend. but i totally get what you're saying." cole said and i sighed in relief, "thank god."

"'i actually really do appreciate that you told me sooner instead if letting my feelings grow to then have me more hurt. cause i am hurt, but not a lot. i do appreciate that you acknowledged that you don't have feelings, and that you had the courage to tell me." cole said and i smiled.

"but hey, maybe we can still be friends?" i said and cole laughed, "yeah, definitely."

cole and i stood up, and cole and i laughed, before hugging each other. "well, see you later." cole said, pulling away before walking out of the door.

now to tell luke.