Subject: :(

Hello jessica. I got your last email. I'm sorry jessica for everything. For not being there all those times I should have. I was just seventeen when Your mother got pregnant with Jennifer. I was scared. So I left and then I realized what a fool I was for leaving he and I went back. Me and your mom got back together and then you came along and there was no I could raise two kids. We were only 18. We weren't finacially stable and I wanted your mother to either abort you or put you up for adoption and there was noway your mother was going to give you to someone else because she said it wasn't fair. So i left and i'm very glab that you are still here. Jessica I really want to see you. please don't do this.

love you always



I sat there staring at the computer with teary eyes. All of this was too much for me to handle. I had a million things to do and with my dad wanting to see me its all just making my life crazy. JUst then my phone rang.

red cups and sweaty bodys everywhere

hands in the air like we don't care

"hello" I answered

"jessie I didn't think you would answer" Austin said

"well I did...so what do you want" I asked irritated that he called when I was having an emotional moment

"I was calling to check on you and my son. Is everything okay with you and him?"

"I'm fine and so is Charlie. Is there anything else you need. Need I remind you we aren't supposed to be speaking outside of school

"Jessica if that were so you wouldn't have answered the phone when you saw my caller ID."

"Huh...I guess your right but this doesn't change anything so don't go getting your hopes up." I huffed into the phone.

"Well my mom was wandering if she could meet your mom tonight over dinner at our house."

"I don't know......I have an appointment today."

"You do? Can I come?"

I knew that was coming. I didn't answer

"Come on Jessica please?  He is as much as my baby as he is yours. It takes two to tango."

"yea..sure...I guess. just please don't look the way you did at school today."

"Don't worry about that. My mom already put me in check. Now that I think about you are kind off like her"

"yeah yeah" I muttered "Alright see you in 30 minutes. And tell your mom we will be there tonight at eight."

"Cool. I"ll be there. Tell your mom I said hey."

"Bye Austin"


When I got to the docter. Austin was already there sitting in the waiting area. He stood up when he saw us and I stopped dead in my tracks.

He cleaned up nice.

His curly hair was messy but it was that perfect kind of messy. He had on a hollister shirt and some jeans. When he came over an hugged me I almost dyed. he smelled like old spice body wash. His teeth were sparkly and white and he just looked good.

I think I just peed myself!

Oh god jessica get your self together. I mentally slapped myself and sat down next to austin nd he laced his finvers through my and I kind of flinched making everything seem akward.

"sorry" he whispered "force of habbit"

"its okay." I said

we sat and waited for about thirty minutes

"Jessica Mackowsi" the nuse called

We got up and headed down the hall and into a room where dr.troy was waiting with a sonogram machine. he stood and hugged me.

"Jessica. So nice to see you. And my has your stomach has grown since last time." he chuckled

"yes I agree I have been having more back pains and Just wanting to sleep a lot. Charlie has one heck of a leg he kicks all the time."

He laughed "We've got ourselves a little soccer star don't we

"I'm just ready to see my baby." I smiled

"Well we won't keep you waiting." He said rubbing my shoulder

He told me to get on the bed where he meausred my stomach.

"32 inches" he said

Next he put pressure on my lower back. It was kind of sore and I could tell where charlie rests his head.

Then he put the gel on my stomach and moved the wand around.

"Well jessica everythings seems normal and healthy. There isn't much I can do about the baby's head when it feels pressured you can do doggy style on a flat surface to try to coax him into moving his head over to another place

"Thanks I'm sure thats going to help." I said

"You should find someone to help keep you steady as you do this." 

"Gotcha." I said smiling

he chuckled "Well I will print you off some pictures and get you going" he nodded once and left the room

"He is so beautiful Jess. Good job." Austin said grabbing my hand

I didin't pull away. I kiind of liked it


When I got home. I took a shower. and got dressed for dinner. I put on a yellow drees and and fish neck stockings which was a pain to get on. I put on brown heels with my sparkly clutch which was also brown.

I went down stairs to find my mom applying lipstick.

she looked amaising in a red dress with black leather heels

"Mom you look really nice." I said approvingly

"thanks sweetie. I have to look good. I finally get to meet the other family this should be great." she said happily


Drive over there was long. Austin lived in a really nice nieghborhood. When we got there Austins mom answered the door.

She got all wide eyed and scooped me into a hug.

"oh jessica look at that baby and this must be your mom." She hugged her "I'm holly austins mom, so nice to meet you. And jessica Austins in his room."

I made my way up the steps and into Austin's room and found him there laying on the bed with his shirt off scrolling his phone.

Boy did he look nice.

"Jessica I didn't know you were here." he jumped of the bed and reached for a shirt.

"Yeah your mom told me you were up here." I said eyeing him up and down

I walked closer and inhaled his scent

"Ummm jessica what are you doing." he asked

"Sorry i just got caught up there." I said embarresed

"You look really nice." He said playing absentmindly with my hair

"Thanks. You should proabaly get dressed and put on a shirt and come downstairs. A nice shirt Austin." i said eyeing him

He laughed "Alright mother."


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