U Know What's Up

Chapter Six: Can't Get You Out of My Head

SABTI POV

I was discharged from the hospital after a week. DeVante and I have had our problems but hitting me!? That's a whole new level. My homegirls Tenese and Ocelean came and got me, and from there I stayed temporarily with Tenese and then moved to an apartment that was five minutes away from my work. He struck me so hard that I had a deviated septum in my nose.

For the first time in twelve years, I felt as though I was free. It always about me pleasing DeVante and doing everything to make him happy without asking for anything in return. I was so lost in him that I forgot about myself. Was this really my life right now!? I realized that Chris was being charged with a few crimes that he didn't commit. DeVante did this in order to to take the heat off himself. I eventually helped him get clear of those charges and our friendship is growing stronger every day. I sound like a broken record when I say that I love my husband, but I have stronger feelings for Chris.

After a few months apart, DeVante and I got back together just in time for our twelve year anniversary. He threw us this extravagant anniversary party with all of our close friends and family members. I didn't want any of this, a nice dinner and bubble bath for two would have been perfect for me. We were standing at the top of the staircase, champagne glasses in our hands as DeVante prepared to make a toast. He looked at me with love in his eyes....but I couldn't do the same. He motioned for everyone to raise their glasses and made his speech.

DeVante: Twelve years ago, I married the love of my life. The greatest woman I've ever known. I wouldn't be the same man without the strong, confident, beautiful woman that is my wife, Sabti Zuniga-DeGrate. I loved you back then, and I love you even more so now.

I put on the fakest smile I could. Sure, I loved the words he spoke but I couldn't stomach them because his actions don't correlate to his words. He pulled me into a kiss that I didn't feel. The first time in years he kissed me and I didn't feel anything. Everyone clapped and cheered us on. I know I was supposed to be happy, but on the inside I was so empty and hollow.

AN HOUR LATER....

DeVante had to do a late night production session for Jill Scott's new album, on our goddamn wedding anniversary. I hopped in the car, drove to the local Godiva Chocolate store. I bought some white chocolate covered strawberries and a red velvet cake smoothie. I was sitting here eating on the fourth strawberry when I got a text message from Chris.

Chris Breezy -

Hey beautiful girl, I hope you had a nice anniversary. :)

I smiled and texted him back.

Me -

I would have, but my husband left to go record some more material. I'm eating strawberries at a Godiva shop.

Chris Breezy -

What? That's the wackest shit ever, baby girl. Stay put, I'm on my way to see you. I won't take no for an answer.

I laughed so loudly I damn near choked on a strawberry. I pulled it together and ten minutes flat, Chris pulled up in a yellow Lamborghini. I wasn't all that impressed because DeVante does this fancy schmancy shit all damn day. But the difference is that Chris got out the car, opened the passenger door and ushered me in. In the fourteen years we've been together, DeVante never opened a door for me, and Chris did.

Me: You didn't have to come get me.

Chris: Yes I did.

Me: Where are we going?

Chris: Back to my place. It's going to rain tonight...heavy.

Me: I don't have---

Chris: Don't worry about what you don't have,  just trust in me, okay?

Me (softly): Okay.

Within an hour, we were at his house. It was nice, luxurious, and inconspicuous. I held on to his muscle and he escorted me inside. I took off my shoes and we sat on the couch.

Chris: Sabti?

Me: Chris?

Chris: You know why I brought you here?

Me: No....I was wondering why when we were riding up here.

Chris: I'm not gon' beat around the bush with this....I'm in love with you baby.

I looked back in shock. I mean, part of me wasn't shocked but still trying to absorb what he had said. I sighed and spoke.

Me: I have a husband!

Chris: I don't care!

Me: You should! I do!

Chris: Do you?

Me: I have to stay loyal and faithful to my husband!

Chris: And I'm doing the same for you!

I tried to get up and leave but he stopped me. I squirmed and tried to get out of his grip but he pulled me closer into a kiss.

Me: This is wrong!

Chris: But we can make this right....

Chris (whispering): Relax, I know you want it as much as I do. C'mon....
I kissed him back and moaned as he wrapped my legs around his waist, leaving hickeys on my neck and moved into his bedroom. He laid me down gently on the bed and stripped naked in front of me. His member was 10 inches and rock hard. I had never seen another penis since DeVante and experiencing this would be something all new. He pecked my lips gently and put on a Magnum.

Me: Chris?

Chris: Yeah baby?

Me: Don't hurt me!

Chris: I won't.

I had my legs closed and moaned as Chris took off my dress, panties and bra. He kissed me from my neck, chest, navel and made it to my Lulu. I shut my legs and closed my eyes.

Me: I can't.

Chris: Shhh....yes you can baby.

He whispered in my ear... "Spread both of your legs baby."

And I did. He wasted no time licking, slurping and kissing it. I screamed his name over and over, trying my best to control myself but Chris' tongue game was all too powerful. I came in his mouth and he swallowed it up.

Me: UUUUUGGGUGH FUCK!!!

I pulled him into another kiss and he kissed back, coming up for air and sliding slowly inside of me. It took so much for me to get used to his size, I thought I was going to be paralyzed by how good his dick made me feel. His strokes started off slowly, and that's when my walls clenched on to his dick. I moaned in his ear....I couldn't form any sentences because I was so lost in what he made me feel.

Chris: Sabti....

I had my eyes closed so tightly you'd think they'd never open again. Chris opened my eyelids and made me look at him.

Me: Chris I....

Chris: Why you fighting me so much? Shhh...relax.

I did what he said and loosened up for him. I grinded my hips on him and he moaned into my mouth as we kissed. The faster he went the louder I moaned and held on to him.

Chris: Tell me....

Me: (moaning loudly)

Chris: Say it or I won't let you cum.

My legs were numb and my body was getting weaker by the second.

Me: I LOVE YOU, CHRIS!!!

Chris: Aaaah....I love you too.

We came together and kissed all in the glow of the moonlight. For the first time in years, I felt alive. No needs, no restrictions, no judgments or anything hindering my happiness. Chris made me happy and I didn't feel at guilt about it at all.