All the hope I had left has vanished,
"Wishing" a word filled with falso hope
I no longer cry
I will soon tell you why.
I no longer hold on to that strand
I let it fall to the bottom of the sea,
it will forever stay below me.
Every "belief" I had thrown out the window,
Tears don't make anything better
Heartache doesn't fully heal
Love for me isn"t real.
I went about life day by day hoping this would change,
Now I don't expect, only sets me up for neglect.
Not holding my breath for the impossible to happen.
All this time I've been in denial
Believing someone out there would want this,
Ha ! Nothing but make belief
A dream I'll never reach
Believe
That word no longer in my vocabulary
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This is something new, not much of a reading piece but a performance piece. I hope to recieve your votes, comments and critiques. - AnnaCatherine
