When I got out of the tub, I walked to the mirror, watching water drip off my naked body slowly. Watching time run slow as they're going fast in the room next to me. I grab my hair in rage and tugged at it, having a bunch left in my hand. I collapsed on the floor and sat there for a good couple of minutes. Holding my hair in one hand, and fear in my head. "What have I done to myself and all of the people I thought I knew?" I want to live, but I don't really feel alive. I want to escape, but to where? All my pain I've ever had is hitting me all at once right now. All my guilt from years ago are coming back to haunt me. Haunt me like a fucking demon. I felt like I've been shot, like I'm drowning, like I'm like weapon that's doing this to me. I was thinking of this quote I've read before, "Would you rather feeling nothing at all or everything at once?" Storms raged my head, and finally I just stood up, walked fast to the door, opened it fast, and yelled out, "Why the hell--" I stopped myself as I saw my mom and dad slowly stop thrusting each other. What ? Like, what?
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Teen Minds, and Peer-Pressured Hearts
Teen FictionA young teenager gets peer-pressured into doing drugs, drinking alcohol, going to parties, and sneaking out.
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