To calm my nerves, I take out my i-pod and start playing music. 

I put Skyway Avenue by We the Kings on full blast and start humming along.

I absolutely love this song. It's only when I see Jake grinning that I take out my headsets and grin sheepishly.

"What?" I asked, feeling embarrassed. I know I'm not the best singer in the world... I know I suck. 

"We the kings?" he asked, looking surprised. 

"Don't tell me, you know them too?!" wow, first Regan now Jake. My Jake...ok, not yet anyway. 

"My favorite band" he said 

"Me too!" 

"It's actually a funny story on how I started liking this band, do you wanna know?" he asked 

Wowie wow wow! I'm sitting on a beach with the guy I love and he's asking me if I want to know about him.

"Yeah, sure" Deep breaths. 

He looks at me,! Jake just blushed!

"Ok, there's this girl..." shit. There's a girl. there goes my hopes through the window. 

"Yeah?" I asked, cause he wasn't continuing, as if waiting for me to say something. 

"here's this girl I started talking to on MSN. She got me to listen to We the Kings. The first song she made me listen to is Check yes Juliet and I've been a fan ever since. 

Shit. Shit. Shit. 

I'm that girl on MSN...if he realizes that, he'll probably never talk to me again. Ok, calm down...act cool. 

I notice that Jake is looking at me weirdly and start feeling nervous. 

"So, do you know who she is?" I asked. 

"Actually, yes, but she doesn't know it's me. If she did, she probably wouldn't talk to me again" he said 

Again, there go my hopes through the window. Of course it's not me, there's probably a lot of We the Kings fans on MSN. 

"Why wouldn't she talk to you?"  

"I don't think she likes the popular crowd" he said.

" you mind if I ask you something?" 

"Fire on" 

"Is everything ok between you and Regan?"  

For a minute he looked angry then he said, " is. You must really like him" 

"I don't like him like that" I said, blushing. 

"Then why are you always flirting with him?" 

"I don't flirt with him!" 

"If you don't like him, then you must like Adam" I start laughing so much that my ribs hurt. For some unknown reason, he doesn't find this funny, instead, he looks pissed off, again.

"What's so funny?" Yup, he's definitely pissed. 

"It is impossible for me to like Adam. I love him too much" 

"You love him!?" what's his problem? 

"Yes, like a brother."  


"He was one of my first friends here and is my best friend" I say. 

"Then why don't you go out with him?" 

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