chapter 18

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"So."

"So."

"So." Haruhi said again.

"......."

"Can you sleep?"

"No."

"...."

"You?" I asked.

"No." She paused for a second. "Is this how you feel most of the time?"

"Yeah."

"This suck."

"I know."

"Would you sing to me?" I looked over to her while she stared at me from her side of the bed. She stuck out her bottom lip. "Please."

I let out a sigh and turned on my side.

"I'm not going to be able to fall asleep anyways." I said and haruhi smiled.

"Oh shush." I pushed her shoulder lightly.

"You love me."

"If you keep talking I won't sing." I threatened and she shut up.

I smiled lightly.

"Okay before you start  I just want to get this out there. I think you and mori would make a really cute couple and even though you can't see how much he likes you. Okay continue with the song." She closed her mouth and I glared playfully at her.

"Records scratched team mellow band tattooed necks and tattooed hands." I started to sing we don't have to dance by Andy black.

Haruhi closed her eyes and I laid there looking off in space barely even thinking about what I am sing.

"You're never going to get it I'm a hazored to myself. I'll break it to you easy this is hell. This is hell."

My mind started drifting off to today's events.

"Yes, literal hell. We don't have to talk, we don't have to dance. We don't have to smile. We don't have to make friend. It's do nice to meet you let's never meet again. We don't have to talk we don't have  to dance. We don't have to dance."I sang softly.

Do I like mori?

I mean yes I find him attractive. Very attractive...

He was technically my first kiss.

No. No.

No.

Stop thinking these thoughts.

He most likely only sees you as a friend and you don't want to ruin that kind of relationship because they it would be awkward. Though he doesn't actually talk very often so I wouldn't have to really have to worry about an awkward conversation. But still he's a friend and yes I may like him a little more than a friend should. But hey at least I got something.

It's most likely just a fling and I'll get over it sooner or later.

I started to close my eyes and soon I was surrounded by darkness.

Besides. How could someone like him fall for someone like me?

The next morning.

"Aika."

Poke.

"Aika"

Poke

"Yes?" I asked calmly.

"Whatcha doin?"

"Sleeping."

"Do you want coffee?"

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