Chapter Nineteen

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Kamryn Kelly________________

"You heard that?"

"I heard everything."
His breath got heavy.

"Niall, don't be emeberrised, I loved it!"
He starred at me for a bit. He looked like a sad little boy, but then again he held a controlling angry expression on his face. He finally spoke feeling my body with surprise and heat.

"You have no idea how much I want to kiss you right now, let's go!"

He pulled me all the way back to my apartment before he shoved me against the wall.

"I can't believe you heard that." He said against my lips. "God I'm so embarrassed." He said again almost is if he was angry about the fact hat I heard him. "You're so hot!" Everything he was saying was on my lips seemed as if  he was taking out his anger on my lips.
"You're so fucking hot and I can't help myself but to just kiss you. I can't get enough of you. You have no fucking ideas what I want to do to you." He pulled away looking straight into my eyes. "I could do so much."

"What do you mean."

"If you weren't so dam innocent." His hands had found their was under my shirt dangerously close to my bra.

He kissed me one more time


"You know that time we played with Urban dictionary?"


"Secretly I agreed with every word that definition said about you!"

We continued to kiss but it got real when he picked me up and took me to my bed. He sat me down on the bed so he could take his shirt off reviling his nice toned abs. I had no idea where this was going. I liked it but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared. He stuck his tongue in my mouth and massaged my own. He was just enjoying my lips and I'll say the feeling is very much mutual.

"No!" He jumped off me.

"Sorry, did I do something wrong?"

Curse my virgin experiences.

"No it's all my fault!"

"It's fine." I assured but it sounded more like a question as I scooted closer wanting more.

Niall Horan_________________

Niall what are you doing, you've got to stop you can't do this to her. Stop stop stop stop stop stop. No, I have to get more. You know where this is leading! Stop it!

"No!" I finally jumped back almost falling off the bed. What are you doing dumb ass? What do you think you were about to do?

"Sorry, did I do something wrong?"

"No it's all my fault" I scratch the back of my head.

"It's fine." She said coming closer reaching her hands up to my face to wanting more.

"Kamryn no." I warn grabbing her hands.

"Oh." She looked away, kinda hurt.

I fucked up.

"Kamryn I'm sorry but I'm not gonna have a heated make out session, it will lead to something that I may not be able to stop. I don't want that to happen. Not to you."


"Kamryn listen to me, that could have led to sex. I know you don't want that. I had to stop!"

She mumbled something, but I didn't catch it as she handed me my shirt.

"Thanks." In return she gave me a side smile.
"Are you mad at me now, do you want me to leave?"

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