20 Questions [Phan] - Completed

Question 15

{A.N.} I know, an AN at the beginning of the chapter. but it needs to be said.
ps, I know it says it in the description, but I want everyone to know that this story is loosely is based on a true story that happened to me a while back. a few things are different, such as the fact that it wasn't a romance, it was a friendship. other than that, it sticks with my irk experience. except it wasn't 325 days. it was 3 years.
in case you're wondering, Phil takes place of me in the story. enjoy the chapter c:

Phil: question 15.
Phil: i'm gonna be basic with this question

Dan: fire away

Phil: how have you been since... question 14?

Dan: not well, really

Phil: why? what's wrong dan?

Dan: i've been very alone. i'm going to be honesty with you, phil, i don't have many irl friends, you were basically the only person i'd ever talk to, and when we stopped talking... a year, phil. i was all alone for a year and i couldn't handle it. you left me... alone.

Phil: dan, i'm so sorry. i can't believe i wasn't able to talk to you for a year. a year is 365 days to damn long. i missed you. i missed you so much.

Dan: phil?

Phil: yeah?

Dan: i was in the hospital
Dan: for a few months

Phil: why?
Phil: oh my god dan

Dan: suicidal intentions....

Phil: dan no
Phil: no dan you didn't
Phil: no dan please tell me you're lying

Dan: i tried to kill myself when you were gone. it's been rough, but i'm back on my feet. and now that you're here again, i'd say that i'm better than ever.

Phil: it's all my fault

Dan: look, phil. it's okay. it really is.

Phil: i can't believe myself

Dan: phil?

Phil: yeah?

Dan: i love you.

Phil: i love you too.

{AN: do you ever just hate yourself because of what you write because me too.

i'm not gonna lie i really disliked where this phanfic was going :/ but i kinda picked it back up and it's been like 4 months since i've uploaded (oops) but hey i'm back!!

well, that was question 15... and a pretty big ending if you ask me! see ya next time !!

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loves, sashaaaa xx