" How are you feeling? " My head turns to face the doctor with his clipboard on his other hand while writing some words on it , probably on how I am improving day by day.
" I'm feeling better , I guess " honestly answering his question.
" Better? " he raised his eyebrow , as he puts down his clip board, hanging downwards.
" I mean physically " shrugging both of my shoulders.
" How about mentally? " the doctor asked.
" It hurts , whenever I try to remember something... " avoiding any thoughts as of the moment.
" You shouldn't push yourself ; It's dangerous , and now is not the time yet " my head bobbing up and down , like a kid getting scolded from her parents.
After for some few seconds that has passed , I lifted my head and met with his eyes. " How did I end up here , Doc? "
" You were involved in a car accident , Miss "
A car accident? My heart sank , once I've heard the reason why I am here in this place - hospital. I couldn't imagine myself getting hit by a car , my body falling on the ground and some blood washing all over the concrete ground , I just couldn't.
" How did I make it out alive? " my throat getting dry.
" The hit was a little strong and damaged some your ribcage , but you still made it out , right? Look at you right now , you're alive and awake now. " the doctor smiling from cheek to cheek.
" Why was I comatosed? How long was I in a coma? " my heartbeat getting faster.
He gets his clipboard again and read his notes , from what he had wrote down there. " You've hit your head on the concrete ground , and the impact was somehow strong that led you to a comatose. How long were you in a state of comatose? , almost 1 year ".
1 year of lying in that bed and 1 year of being unconscious , how couldn't I remember any of these? Is 1 year really that long to make me not remember anything else? Nothing has left in my mind , nothing ; It's just full of air , knowledge , and wisdom , nothing else , no memories.
" Do you have any more questions? You may just come to me , if you have any questions " leaving the room , before I could say anything to him.
Here I am now , left alone in the room , no idea of where my parents are right now ; where are they , exactly? Before I could think of anything as of the moment , my parents came in and apologized for leaving me alone in the room.
" Sorry , sweetheart , we just bought you a lunch " eyeing the packed-lunch that's in her hands , as Dad got the small table and placed them just in front of me.
" Eat up " Mom placing the food on the table , not forgeting the chopsticks.
" How about you? " not forgetting about them , of course.
" We're fine , so don't worry and eat up " her hands gesturing for me to eat and get full.
I stared at the table and got the chopsticks first , as I separated them into two , since it was still intact to each other. I gripped onto it and stopped for a while , staring at the food in front of my eyes.
" What's wrong? You don't like the food? " she said.
I shook my head " I can't use this, " raising the chopsticks " I don't know how to use it " slightly avoiding eye contacts from them.
She laughed and stood up from the chair that's beside the bed that I'm sitting on " Of course , your hands aren't used to it anymore "
" Hold on , I'll just get a spoon and fork instead " leaving the two of us in the room.
" Once you're discharge from the hospital , we will fly back to Korea " Dad said , cutting the silence.
" Korea? , " my eyebrows furrowing " where are we right now, then? "
" We're in America right now "
There are a lot of things to know , I said to myelf. What else don't I know? , and what should I know for now? All I know is , I really need to catch things up quickly , to avoid getting behind.
" Why not get hospitalized in Korea? " I said.
He sighed and shook his head " We did actually , but... "
" But? " anticipating his answer.
" They weren't attending to our needs - one of the reason why you almost died... " his voice becoming softer when the word 'die' came out from his mouth.
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Silver Crescent (BTS)Fanfiction
A work of @/jpexotic and her co-author @/schaenel_12 (An author in Asianfanfics.com) [DESCRIPTION] A girl with a broken family , broken life. Who thinks nothing , except for suicide and death. She wants to die , end this miserable life which has not...