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*~The Night Before~*

~*Melonie's POV*~

"See,you next week Melonie..."Yolanda yelled as I left the Club..At 2 or 3 oclock as usual,I never really looked at the time anymore I usualy just striped a little,Danced on the pole and got paid...There was allways this one guy in the club that wanted 'The Special' every night..I gave it to him once only cause I felt sorry for him..he was a useless looking man looked like he was about 36 to 40 years old...I asked him once he told me...

"My Age isnt what matters..Its all about the size of whats in my pants..Im packing about a 7'inch heat..you think that sweet pussy can handle it?."

"I dont Know...I would have to see it to believe it..Mrrr...?"

"Carson..."

"Mr.Carson...ummm nice I like the name..Carson..."

"Yeah..So am I getting 'The Special'?"he begged,I could see the hardness riseing through his very expensive looking jeans...Gucci..Maybe?,I thought to myself.

"Sure...You can still get the special Carson..Its gonna cost ya tho..."

"BABY..I dont care,I just want you to get on your knees and suck it like a lolliepop..NOW!!.."I remember the feeling I had when he said that,It felt like my heart stopped..Even though It wasnt the first time I had given 'The Special' to a guy,The way he said it just made me fell diffrent,My brain thought of alot of things to say but my mouth just couldnt say it.

"Umm...Ehh Emm okay,"I said as I unzipped his pants and began doing as he says as I Do Best.He instantly started to moan into extasy and I sucked harder and harder to make him happy in more than one way.

"Umm...Mally{My Stage Name}You know how to please a man..Now take off that pretty skirt and hop on this dick while its still hard."I stood there in silence..digging in my bag and getting my lip bomb out and lip cream to make sure I protect my perfect almond shaped lips from any disease because outside of this Hell where I make my money there was a man I wanted to impress.

"DID YOU HEAR ME MALLY..GET OVER HERE NOW!!!"

"Im comeing Carson...Let me get my skirt and legging off."I whispered.

"You Better Hurry,"he said sounding angry.

"Lay Down!!"

"Finally..A girl that like to ride!!Come on baby..Hope on the Bull is ready for you!!"he moaned once again as I rode on top of himlooking down at him then throwing my head back..Even though it felt great I didnt want to show it.

"Awe..Im loveing this Baby..Im loveing you...Ahhh Yeahhh"

"Thats Good Carson..Thats Good..."

"Awee..I Love You Mally..."his words stoped all that I was thinking about as I started to slow down.

"Whha ehh emm What did you say?"

"I said I love you..Mally..umm speed up..why are you slowing down?"

"Ohh Sorry..."I sped up thinking about what he had just said..No one ever really told me they loved me before..The way he said it..it felt like he ment it...

"Im cumming baby..augghh"

"You want me to get off?"I asked waiting for his reply,He opened his eyes and stared into mine...wrapping his hands around my neck and pulling me into a kiss.

"Keep rideing untill I expolode."he said in a sterm voice.I can still hear his voice in my head as I sit here in my Car...Or should I say my Brand New Car...I saved up enough dirty work money to get my baby a candy red 2010 Ford Mustang...It purred like a kitten when I started it up....

"But that was in the past about 6 or 8 months into the past...I thought I found love in Carson..But What I found was A sex toy..Dont get me wrong..I love Sex but Carson was an adventurist he wanted to try everything,69,girl on girl,girl on guy on guy on girl,he even wanted me to suck his dick with ice chips,you name it...It was cool at first he even talked Marriage..untill I reminded him I was still in High School which he knew by the way..But Im a free sprit..Marriage isnt for me.",I snapped out of my thoughts when my phone rang.

"Hello?"

"Hey..Melonie?"It was my MoM..

"Hey MoM..How many packs do you want tonight?"

"You KNow sometimes I just call to say hi you know?"She said caughing into the phone.

"I thought you said No More weed..No more Smokes,"then it hit me about a few weeks ago I stuck some weed deep down in Xaviers bag..That thought made me laugh.

"How Many Packs MoM?"

"Just 2 this time honest..Im gonna stop...after these two,"she protested.

"Sure MoM..I'll be home soon okay?!?!"

"Okay Meli Mel You Have your Key?"

"Duhh..1 pack right?"I asked to see if she would remember.

"NO MELONIE 2 YOU HEAR ME 2!!"

"Okay see you..Bye..."I hung up quick before she could ask for something else,like she allways tried to do.

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"Hey..Ma...Ma..Heres your packs...Im gonna go lay down."

"Ummm kay..Melissa..Malory..Melonie..."She said high and drunk..a terrible combonation.I went up to my room and looked at the time on my cell..It said 4:39 am,I was tired..Not just sleepy tired but tired of life..I was never gonna get what I wanted..I knew I could allways call Carson but he would just move on to a younger stripper,Xavier didnt want me and to top it off I haddent been in the best of moods lately,My head allways felt light,my skin looked a little pale and I may have been over Dramatic but I felt as if my hair was falling out too.

"Melonie..I asked for 3 boxes..."My MoM conplained.

"NO Ma..you asked for two..go smoke and GET OUT!!"I yelled wipeing the tears away from my face,I looked towards the corner of my room at the dark spot where my chair sat..my Nature watching chair..Thats what I called it.I walked over to it and sat down looking out the window.I could stand another day of this daily routine,wake up,shower,get dressed,make up...off to school...come home feed my MoM the drug thats killing her,get my night outfit...off to the strip club...come home shower,cry my self to sleep.Well this time the routine was over..it was gonna be the last routine I ever have and it started..NOW...I pulled out a few sheets of paper I had in mybag and began to write.

"TO WHOM THIS MAY CONCERN.BUT I DOUBT ANYBODY WILL BE...TO MY MOM PLEASE GET WELL DRUGS ARE NOT THE ANSWER TO CARSON..THE LOVE OF MY LIFE OUR TIME TOGETHER MAY NEVER BE FORGOTTEN FIND A GIRL THAT WILL BE THERE FOR YOU..XAVIER AND CASSIDY IM SORRY I DID ANYTHING TO RUIN YOUR RELATIONSHIP...COURTNEY AND RICHIE..RICHIE FIRST WHAT WE SHARED WAS NOTHING MORE THAN SEX AT A CLUB..COURTNEY YOU HAVE A GOOD MAN ALL THROUGH THE TIME WE SHARED HE MOANED YOUR NAME..TO Y WONDERFUL CLASS OF 2010 GO LIONS HAHAHA :) TO THE REST OF THE SCHOOL,FAMILY,FRIEND,ENEMYS,AND PEOPLE WHO I MIGHT HAVE PASSED IN THE HALL LIVE YOUR LIFE HAPPY BECAUSE IF YOU DONT..YOU MAY END UP DEPRESSED AND ALONE IN LIFE....IN CLOSEING..TO MY CLUP FAMILY EXPTC. MY GIRL YOLANDA KEEP YOUR HEAD UP...STRIPPING ISNT YOUR LIFE..AND YOU KNOW IT!!!"

And with that I took one of my favorite Ed Hardy 200 dollar belts and wrapped it around the plug I had in the ceiling of my room,Stuck my head inside the hole as I struggeled to balance on the rim of the chair and let go of every hurt,pain,sadness I had inside of me,untill I felt it no longer.

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