"Sorry, Morgan, I have to go." I say to her before running out of the cafeteria.
I run past everyone clutching my backpack to hold back tears.
What am I thinking?
Suga wouldn't hurt me.
I run around the back of the school and climb over the gate.
They have no security whatsoever. That's public schools for you. No wonder we have so many school shootings when we don't even have one person protecting the damn place.
"No one will believe you."
"Why are you crying?"
"You're an eye-sore."
"Do you want me to hit you again?"
Minhos words swirl around my mind and tears are about to stream down my cheeks.
My running turns into jogging to walking.
I try to even out my breathes but they seem to be getting quicker.
I stop walking and kneel down.
"I hate you! Leave me alone! Why won't you leave me be?" I shout out in the empty street.
My breathing is choking me.
I thumble in my pockets for my phone.
"P-p...l...e..a..se." I whisper holding onto my neck.
"Hey, aren't you in school?" His voice calms me down a little.
"I..I.." I gasp out my eyes turning sore from crying.
"Ally? What's wrong? Tell me where you are! Ally? Ally!" I hear a door slam.
I guess he's already on his way.
"Clumber Street." I quickly say before breathing heavily.
"What's wrong? Tell me what's wrong. Do you want me to call an ambulance?" I can tell by his voice that he is straining to be calm.
I drop my phone from lack of strength in my hand.
I feel like I'm drowning in air.
Minho is a monster.
I am worth living for, millions of people would be sad if I died.
I am not pathetic, you just made me emotional, you made me have panic attacks, you made me have anxiety.
I might be an eye-sore but if you truly loved me, you wouldn't see me as that.
My breathing is getting worse.
Everything is blurry and slowly fading.
Please, someone, save me.
"You don't understand, you will never understand, how much I love you. I don't think anyone could. I'm sure it's unhealthy to love someone so much. Do you think I should go to a Doctor?" A forced laugh follows. "You really got me worried. I kept thinking of scenarios while driving to you, what if you got ran over? What if a saesang got you? What if I lost you? What if I lost you before showing you how much I love you? I used to make fun of people in love. I thought they were all stupid. I though love was something people made up. Yet here I am, loving you so much it hurts. I'm not joking. It physically hurts. I should probably get that checked out too?"
Where am I?
I open my eyes slowly to a bright light and a white ceiling.
I look over to where I think the voice was coming from.
He immediately rushed up to me and hugs me tightly.
"Oh god, Ally! Look what you've done to me!" He whispers while stroking my hair.
"Sorry." I manage to say.
"No, I'm sorry. I didn't come fast enough." He leans back to look at me.
I just smile back as I don't have enough strength to argue.
"I promise I won't let you be in that state ever again. No more crying. Understand?" He says putting his hands on my shoulders looking at me with a stern expression.
He smiles brightly.
"Can I confess something?" He asks not looking at my face.
"I love you." His smile lowers. "But I know he loves you too. The decision is all yours for who you love. I will love you no matter who you choose."
Sorry if this chapter is crap. I was writing this in the mist of a children's birthday party (ew socialising) so I didn't have my planning or notes with me.
So who do you think it was that Ally called? Suga or Jin?
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