Soon To Be

Thats How We Became Soon To Be

   For the rest of this period we held hands. Me knowing he's there beside me holding my hand just gave me a protective feeling. When I'm hugging him,or holding his hand ever so tightly I just feel so safe. I feel like nothing can bother me when he's here. Jonathan's cute adorable smile and the way he laughs fills my heart with joy and happiness.
   I just love the way he stares at me. I hated that this period was almost up. Then,I would have to go to sixth period without him. Then what would happen to me? Yep that stupid dream would come back.
As I'm siting here with him I thought of that dream. It popped up inside my head. All of the hurtful memories about that dream. It hurted me to even think about it. I almost started to cry.
I didn't,however; Dip doesn't like seeing my salty tears run down my face to my lips. He hates seeing me cry. I know I said I felt safe and protected around him it's just that memory had to pop up inside my head. Oh, how I hated this when it happened when I am around Jonathan. Dip hates seeing me cry or see me in pain.
That's why I'm positive,but with this dream haunting me i dont know if I can be positive much longer. I will try my hardest though. The bell rang for us to go to sixth period. I gave Dip a hug at my locker. I never wanted to let go of his tight grip.
I felt safe right then. No worries in my mind. Just standing there hugging my little heart out. I felt so protected,safe, and safe from anyone and anything. I couldn't think about anything else except being in his arms being protected.
I loved him so much. I let go of the hug and walked quickly to my sixth period class. I sat down in my seat and continued on to doing the Daily Grammar Practice(DGP). I finished it and then we as a class went over it. I got everything correct.
We continued onto doing a one pager. Then I finished that as well. I closed my sky blue literature book and put it under my desk inside the basket. I just sat there thinking about that dream once again. I had ten minutes to spare.
That's what I did in my spare time I just thought. That dream. Why did my mom have to do that to me? Why did she do that to me in my real life? Why did she just never did it to my sister?
I had no clue how to answer the questions I asked myself. Then the bell rang for the last and final period of the day seventh period. I got up out of my seat and put my book bag on. I had a sad look on my face. Mrs.Wheelus notices.
"Hey Alexis, what's wrong?" She asked ever so kindly.
"Nothing's,wrong Mrs.Wheelus I'm okay I promise. No need to worry." I said giving her a smirk and a reassuring talk. There was a lot needed to be worried actually. She didn't need to worry about anything though.
She probably has enough to worry about. I walked to my locker opening my locker putting my literature book inside and continuing to grab my flute and lunch box. I see Dips face peek around my locker door which was open.
"Hey Dip!" I chuckled and yelled.
"Hey Paz!" He also yelled back. I just loved him so much. I had to embrace him in a hug right now. I need a hug so bad it just hurts for me to think about horrible things in the past.
I needed to think about good things in the future.
"Aww, my little nerd loves hugs. I love you Paz." Dip said smiling.
"I love you to Dip." I knew this relationship was gonna last forever. At that point I know we were meant to be "Soon To Be".