Crashed [Bts Jimin X Reader]

{ A l t e r n a t e E n d i n g }

Jimin POV

I'm a fool. How could I be such an idiot?

The longing I have for the familiar warmth to crash into my arms is gone. It won't be back unless I have Y/N.

Y/N..

The thought of her presence eased my mind, though why am I such a fool?

Why did I just push her away?! What's wrong with me...?

I looked at the palms of my small hands. I brush them past my hair in frustration as I sat up.

I have to get her back.

That was what I thought.

Everything will be back to normal with an apology.

That was what I had thought before I rushed out of my home and onto the streets.

After many minutes of wandering and yelling Y/N's name, I realize that there was a huge crowd hovering about something. A knot had formed in my stomach. I knew that it was something bad.

It was blood.

{A/N: 내 피 땀 눈물. Sorry I had to. haha now back to the story !}

A puddle of crimson which trailed its way to a body that was being hauled away atop the gurney.

Then I noticed something I knew all to well, it was a hand. A hand that I had held many times before.

Y/N.

Her pale fingers were hanging just off the gurney and under a white sheet.

"Excuse me sir. I'm going to have you take step back." A man held back my body.

"You don't understand. Let me through!" I shout in pure anger, hiding the fear that was riding within my stomach.

I didn't want to believe it, the only person who ever cared for me. The only person who didn't leave when I had told them to. That person, Y/N. She 's the only person that can't leave! Not this way.

"Sir. Calm down!" The man continues to push me back, but I had already used all my strength to push him behind me.

I felt a hand atop my shoulder but I shook it off in a vigorous manner, and continued towards the covered body.

Please. God. Anything but Y/N.. Don't take her away from me.. Please I beg of you.

I take the white sheet, and let it fly through the air, partially to cover my tears that were already evident when I had laid eyes on that cold, lifeless body.

{A/N: 내 피 땀 눈물 내 차가운숨을. I had to again. I'm overusing this so much I'm-}

Her pale face still stained with tears of her own. I wept like a small child as I took hold of her cold hand, that would not radiate warmth anymore.

And just like that my entire life had turned gray, and filled with nothingness. There was no warmth. There was nothing.

I felt hands beginning to tear me away from Y/N's hands. I immediately send a good thrashing, and a deafening scream escaped past my lips. The hurt I felt deep inside my heart couldn't hurt anymore that it already has. People stared at me with a pitiful look in their eyes. Whispering some inaudible words that I knew would just make it on some news article one day.