Soon To Be

Haterid

My secret was out ,and it was all because of Gracie. My life is going to be horrible. No one's gonna talk to me just because I'm liking who I want. I'm happy right? Is that all that matters?
I mean if people are gonna not talk to me just because I'm being happy then fudge everything in life. I'm so mad at Gracie. I'm very frustrated. I can't think right now I can't do anything at this point. I can't even think ,about what I'm going to do tomorrow,since no one wants to talk to me.
"UGH!!! WHAT DID I EVER DO TO PEOPLE!! I CAN LIKE WHOEVER I FREAKING WANT TO ITS MY LIFE NOT THEIRS!!" I yelled to myself in my room on my bed at 1:30 A.M. I decided to call Jonathan even this late. I knew sometimes he would be up this late.
After the fourth ring Jonathan ,finally picks up his phone.
"Hey Alexis,why calling so late I'm surprised you're still up." Jonathan spoke through his speaker with a calming voice.
"Hey,sorry calling so late I'm just so freaking frustrated. I just can't handle people judging me for liking you anymore. I can't handle any crap anyone is saying about you and me." I replied being very worried.
"Hey,it's gonna be okay we are gonna get through this. okay?" He simply replied.
"Okay,thanks Jonathan. I always can count on you to make my life easier."I replied thanking him so much for being there for me.
"Hey Jonathan I'm gonna go to bed. Goodnight thank you once again for helping me you're the best." I said reassuring him that it was way to late for me to stay up.
" Okay Alexis goodnight. I love you." I heard Jonathan mumble that last part. I suddenly,started to blush . I ended the call sat my phone down and listened to music.
I closed my eyes and fell asleep thinking about tomorrow and it's consequences.I suddenly, woke up with my brother breathing his nasty morning dragon breath in my face.
"EWWWWW! Mace get off of me. I'm up okay."I yelled at him since I hated his breath and mornings. I woke up put on a nice plaid flannel with some ripped skinny jeans.
I attempted to curl a little bit of my hair ,since I liked the way Jonathan's did a little swoop at the end. I walked downstairs,passed the kitchen,and had some really bad thoughts. I had very bad suicidal thoughts ,since no one talked to me just for being happy. I then thought to myself Jonathan would miss me. I just cut those thoughts out of my brain.
I walked out the door and onto that same ugly egg yolk bus everyday. I walked off that bus and walked over to my spot where I met up with my friends. I see Jonathan he stares me in the eyes. The others there looked at me a very unsteady smile that made my stomach hurt. I thought maybe after three months this crap would stop.
BOY WAS I WRONG! Everything that happened ,so very long ago people couldn't let go of it. Then after four months all that stuff cleared up. Some people still didn't talk to me ,but that was fine because everyone else was kind to me. Little did I know my dream I've been wishing for would ,actually come true. Who knew?