At this point sam and I were getting ready for the boys' gig.
"So what to wear what to wear" sammy questioned going through my things while I was laying on my bed going through my phone admiring how beautiful Alex Gaskarth is. Like damn can I marry him.
"So whatcha think"
"Hm" I said turning of my phone and sitting up right on my bed.
"Ugh what do you think of this?" She asked pointing to an outfit behind her.
"Um it's a bit girly don't ya think?"
"Ugh then you pick something out!" She said throwing her hands up in the air and walking to sit on my bed.
"Fiiiinnneeee" I groaned and walked to my closet. I stood there for about a minute with my hands on my hips trying to figure out what mood I was in today. Do I want to be girly? Do I want to be hardcore? Lazy? Tumblr girl-ish? Ugh i don't know.
I finally settled on my All Time low sweatshirt and jeans and my dr. Martens. I walked over to my bathroom and applied my primer and foundation and chap stick and brushed out my hair to put it in a pony tail. I walked out to see kales laying on my bed scrolling on her phone.
I cleared my throat, "ready?"
We arrived at the shop right in time the boys were setting up. The place was packed. I saw Liz talking to a woman she waved and smiled. I grinned back. I saw a tall boy with blonde quifed up hair talking to a man with a clipboard and ear piece . I would know that hair anywhere. I walked up to the boy and wrapped my arms around his waist. He jumped but then turned around.
"Ah! Damn Ali you scared me!" He chuckled. Hugging me back.
"Sorry babe" I said smiling up to him. I always have to look up to him because he's soo much taller than me. Just then some one started speaking on the microphone. I pulled apart to look at the woman tapping on the mic.
"Sorry babe gotta go ill talk to you later!" Luke said running off to the rest of the boys.
"Okay good luck!" I yelled he turned and smiled. I started walking back to kayley, when I could feel eyes looking at me. I looked around but saw no one.
'Stop it Ali you're just paranoid' I said to myself.
Threw out the whole gig I felt like someone was watching me.
I felt arms snake around my waist, i jumped. My heart was beating faster. I was about to scream when I turned around to see Luke smiling at me.
"Hey babe! You okay you don't look so good?"
"Y-yeah I'm f-fine just a-a bit tired I guess" I stuttered. Luke looked at me quizzically. I knew he wasn't buying it.
"Okay" he stated and let me go. Great now he's pissed. He walked away without the smile on his face. I looked around the café. I gasped as I saw some one looking at me. He was leaned up in the back corner, he was tall and dressed in all black. He was smirking at me. I couldn't see his face. There was something about him, he was just so familiar. Then ,It hit me knew who he was. It was Alex that dick at the party in Miami. But what was he doing here looking at me for?. I didn't realize I was staring until I saw him grinning at me.
I turned around to see kayley and the boys laughing and smiling. and luke talking to some girl. i walked out the cafe. I don't care if I left sam or the boys or luke he seemed he was doing just fine with out me. Once I walked out the door I kept walking I looked back to see Luke still smiling at that girl. I felt like it was all in slow motion. She handed him a slip of paper and kissed him on the cheek. I felt anger and hurt boil in my stomach. I guess everything was too good to be true or even real. I turned and started walking away scratch that I was running. Running away. Like I always do. Back to old habits. But when everything else turns to shit it's all you can do is go back to what you know. I was lost in this world. If I saw a green light I would grasp for it but when I got close. Barley close enough to touch it it would disappear. Like always. I'm always lost. No one to turn to for help or guidance. No one. I hate this. I hate all of this. I wish it would all end. Never come back. Never grow up. Go back to the way things were. At this point I stopped running I found my self at a lake. I some how managed to be on the dock. I dropped to my knees. 'Never come back' was all that was going through my mind. I could end it all right now. I could end all of this- this shit. No one would miss me. Not my mother not my father not aunt Sally not kayley not the boys and especially not Luke. I was just a charity case in their eyes. They never cared. They just said they did so they could feel good about themselves. It's impossible to care about some one so broken. I haven't even realized I was crying. I just let the tears fall there's no point in stopping them.
I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around and there he stood.
"What do you want" i snapped
"Hey no need to be bitchy babe"
"Don't babe me... What the hell are you doing here" I sniffled
"Came to see how you're doing. I uh gotta job and I need you"
"Fuck off Alex"
"Watch it princess"
I glared at him And all he did was smirk.
"Wow you haven't changed one bit"
I didn't answer him.
"Now here's what's going to happen. You're coming back with me. With out fighting. Do what I say. and I might not hurt your friends or your dear aunt Sally or your new boy toy."
My mouth opened. How did he know about aunt Sally? Or sam or the boys? Or where I was? "I'm not going anywhere with you" I spat. I stood up but felt him grab my wrist. And pulled me close to him so it looked like we were hugging.
"Where do you think you're going. Sweetheart" he said placing something cold and metallic against my stomach. I knew what it was.
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Running Away(5sos fanfic)Fanfiction
At 12 I was Unloved and unwanted. Abused and neglected. I ran away from everything. At 14 I Committed crimes(I guess you could say) for food and money. at 15years old I ran to LA and got caught. I was flown out to live with a relative I didn't know...