MY TRUTH

Intro

( this story is my both past and present and my truth so please if your going to leave a comment leave a comment please be honest rude or not and my code name is Jake because I don't want to say my real name)

Why hello there I'm Jake and I'm thirteen and I'm a pretty weird kind of guy so prepare yourself. Alright where to start ... Ah how about the "lies" these are things about me that I have shown everyone like my likes dislikes and even my personality. Ok let's begin. I'm what everyone would call that dude who's best friend with the most popular kid but isn't popular himself. So how am I friends with him that's one hundred percent true mainly to make it short we both love anime, have pretty similar tastes in music, I'm pretty damn funny to him, and I don't talk bad about really anyone. Now what did I need to do to become his friend that I had to lie about would be that I find certain women attractive, say that I get hollered at by random women ( when I'm the exact opposite opposite), act like a five year old, and act cool. What I'm so not proud of things such as leaving old loyal and good friends to spend more time with him, become a bully to others, become a part of drama, and become a bad person.Now through this I've had things get stuck with me things like cursing, lying constantly, and misbehaving.

 Now I have admit this I can finally grow from this now that I've done this i can now talk about the true Jake the one that I wanted to talk to you about. I've always wanted to tell this one girl who had helped me this crisis that I had gone through and for identity purposes her name is REP. Three years ago I had been a new kid at a new school only to deal with a whole year of being in that school that I had been ignored by twenty-nine of the kids inside of the class now the only two ones to talk to me was a boy name Randle and REP.

 Then the next year came and I had been ignored even more now some more new kids had come into the school (just for you all know that after this I'm crying in present time) now there's some new kids and for some reason I was bullied and then REP had stopped talking to me. She didn't have conversations with me she didn't look at me she didn't even say hi to me. Then one day I just snapped and I wouldn't be surprised if after this she wouldn't like me, be nice to me, or even breathe the same air as me. What happened to me was that every morning I would go to breakfast  and I would see that she had been sitting in my seat. And after me being bullied   Nobody knowing that I existed and REP not talking to me I snapped and everyday if I even went to breakfast I would stick up the middle finger at her and I would storm off to another table. And hang my head and cry while eating my breakfast full of cereal and tears and tears and more tears all until the bell rang and we needed to go upstairs. 

And if you think about this is it you would be so wrong. On Veterans Day the class was watching a video and I made a stupid comment about the veterans in the video and REP herd it and she was telling me how messed up it was and I had already been furious about something earlier that same day and all of my anger was let out and I had let it all out on her. I cursed at her I stuck up the middle finger at her and I had yelled at her. After that we didn't speak to each other that whole year and the next only to have me earlier this year ask her out on a date via text and of course she said no. Then somehow next week I had the bright idea to ask her to be my valentine of course me like an idiot I am I forgot to apologize for my "smart move" from the last week and once again she said no. Finally I am going to of course ask her to prom this time with so many gifts a whole lot of tears a whole poem and a whole apology for everything that I have done and I'm going to try to be as romantic as my whole body can ever be. What if she says no would I give up would I stop trying? We'll this wouldn't be a series now would it!!!!!!

ILL KEEP YOU ALL POSTED ON WHAT HAPPENS IF YOU HAVE ANY ADVISE ON WHAT TO DO HOW TO DO IT AND ALSO IF I SHOULD DO IT I WOULD SO LOVE TO HERE IT JUST GO ON AND ADVISE IT TO ME!!!!!!!