My best friend. My lover. My soul mate and the love of my life. These were all the same person. Perrie Louise Edwards. Since X-Factor, a lot has happened. We have been on the Get Weird Tour now for a while and we couldn't be happier. We loved making the mixers happy and we were extremely grateful for how patient they were. However, there is a lot that the mixers don't know. They didn't know that Pez and I weren't just friends. Infact we had been very "close" for a while now. Jesy and Leigh-Anne said they saw it coming from a mile away, but I couldn't say the same. It all started with a night out, which ended in me and Perrie sharing the same bed. Ever since then we have shared a bed and pretty much acted like a couple. I'm not sure if she has feelings for me, but I do know that I'm falling in love with her. I don't know how I'm going to tell her, what if she doesn't feel the same way? What if she just thinks we are really "close" friends.
Anyway, here we are, at a show in Newcastle! Our home town! We have just finished singing Black Magic and decided to answer some questions that the audience had.
"You! With the blue t-shirt on!" Jesy shouted. Listening to the fans question.
"Is Jerrie real?" The fan asked, making me blush and giggle slightly. I wanted it to be.
Before I could say anything, Perrie laced her hand with mine and kissed my cheek. I smiled at her warmly, hearing the crowd erupt into cheers from our actions.
"Yes mixers! Jerrie is real!" Perrie shouted raising our locked hands in the air and grinning at me. I couldn't believe it. The crowd 'aww'd' and started cheering again.
"Well we would love to stay and chat with you all night mixers, but we have to go. Thank you for coming tonight and we hope to see you all again soon!" Leigh stated waving at every person she could.
"We love you all! Thank you!" I shouted before walking off stage with Perrie still holding my hand. We went straight to our dressing room which we shared. We both got changed into jogger bottoms and large hoodies.
"Jade" Perrie whispered coming to join me in the bathroom where I was taking my make up off.
"Yeah, Pez?" I asked looking at her through the mirror. Her blue eyes sparkled and her blonde hair sat in a high pony tail. She looked beautiful.
"What's goin on with us?" She asked looking down at her fingers and playing with them. She looked nervous. I turned around to face her and took her hands in mine, making her eyes dart up to meet with mine.
"Whatever you want to be Perrie" I said just above a whisper. She then crashed her lips with mine and kissed me softly. She was so gentle and caring. My hands went up to cup her face, ultimately pulling her close to me. Her hands snaking around my waist holding me close to her. When we pulled away she rested her forehead on mine as we both looked into each others eyes grinning wildly.
We now sat looking into each others eyes, smiling from ear to ear. I couldn't believe how well tonight went. On stage, I wasn't sure if Jade would pull her hand away and disagree. I was most definitely falling for you Jade Amelia Thirlwall and there's nothing I can do to stop it.
"Come on baba, let's go to sleep" Jade said sleepily locking our hands and leading me into the bedroom. She lay on the bed and got under the covers while I took off my makeup.
"Pez, I'm cold" Jade whined. I went over and turned the light off and got into bed with her. She instantly wrapped her arms around me and rested her head on my chest. I rested my arm on her waist whilst kissing her on the head before sighing happily. This is exactly where I wanted to be.
"Nanite" Jade whispered before lifting her head up to peck me on the lips.
"Night babe" We both fell asleep in each others arms.
I woke up to find the bed empty. Last night was perfect. Had Perrie regretted it?
"Mornin' sleepy" Perrie said in a baby voice, appearing in the bathroom doorway. I got out the bed and walked over to her. She had got changed already. She was wearing a white all in one, her hair was down and in loose curls. She looked amazing!
"Wow" I breathed, not even trying to hide my shock. She smiled warmly and pecked my lips before turning into the bathroom to apply some make-up. I walked over and hugged her from behind, resting my head on her shoulder.
"You should get ready and come for breakfast before the interview" Perrie said whilst leaning back into my touch.
"Do I have to" I moaned like a child, squeezing her. She turned around to face me , taking my hands in hers and pulling a fake thinking face.
"Um...YES! You can't leave me to get breakfast on my own" she fluttered her eyelashes at me.
"You have Leigh and Jes" I replied, pretending that I didn't want to have breakfast at her. She glared at me and smacked my arm playfully.
"Alright alright! I'm going!" I laughed as she began tickling my sides. I ended up wearing a grey band shirt with black skinny jeans and a pair of converse.