PART TWO:FEAR
I heard the silent whispers again
Telling me things in my head.
I could not make out what it was saying but
I also didn't know if I should listen.
I felt something grabbing at my knee
whatever it was stopped all those silent whispers.
My feet went cold,
I was taken by FEAR it pulled me
down into the water.
Trying to keep my head afloat
but I was still sinking until my head was no longer seen.
My body laid at the bottom of the lake.
Thoughts ran through my mind as I was about to drown,
struggling to break free from the grip of FEAR.
FEAR still gripping onto me I thought ' I might as well drown
FEAR will kill me I am a hopeless,
useless, a coward that ran away.
I am a nobody a liar to myself
that I thought I could make it
but it was a lie ...
IT WAS ALL A LIE!
Who am I , am I able to do anything good
kill me ,kill me ,kill me
I pleaded to die ,I pleaded to go away and I wanted to die.
But I heard the silent whispers say," SWIM! SWIM! SWIM!"
It kept telling me to swim but I wasn't sure if I was able.
I was paralyzed with fear of tomorrow
if disaster might come and live like that forever.
I wasn't sure if I should swim
I questioned myself, I was filled with self-pity
I suddenly stopped thinking
my legs moved...
I was kicking ...
I was swimming...
It took me a while to get out the water and onto land
but I made it.
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AUTHORS NOTE:
SORRY I TOOK SO LONG 💋
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Silent Whispers
Short StoryWhen I fainted ,when I awoke from the hospital I had I vision or a dream still not sure but I had them . Not one but many of them ,it helped me realize what's happening inside of me and how God helped me out of it.