i have been creating poetry out of not being able to write.
i have been thinking, thinking, scribbling down made up letters
about the block in my headi have been sitting in gardens and shady bits of architecture,
lying on top of sheds and watching flowers bloom from above i
have been listening to melodies made of silk and sky and
feeling unstoppable heartbeats
and i have been thinking "i wish i could capture this," and at the same time, "i wish i could take this for granted."i have been creating poetry out of not being able to write. there is water in my mind and the lack of feeling
is being turned into a tsunami