Broken Hope (Newt fanfic)

7•I hate you, I love you

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Hopes' POV.

"She doesn't want to see you right now!" Newt gritted through his teeth. His jaw was clenched tightly and I fled into action.

I knew I had to get one of them out of the small room because something bad would happen. If I told Gally to leave he would only come back again so might as well hear him out.

"It's o-okay," I stuttered. I'll admit I was still scared of him. He hurt me, more than anyone else. I will never ever forget that.

I don't know if I'm being selfish but I couldn't help but still hate him. I cleared my throat slightly, gave Newt a warm fake smile and a slight nod.

I can't keep avoiding Gally. Newt slowly but surely walked out the door making sure to close it properly on the way out.

Soon it was just Gally and I and the awkward silence that floated around the room like a dark cloud.

It was soon broken by Gally when his large brown boots took a few daring steps towards me and was soon towering over me.

I felt like he was trying to break me slowly under his intense stare. I shifted uncomfortably and stared at my brown worn out shoes. My heart beating faster than light.

"Hope...I'm not here to hurt you," He softly whispered and I shivered slightly under his warm breath hitting me.

I unintentionally rolled my tired eyes just wanting this conversation to be over. I heard him take a deep breathe and start over.

"What I'm trying to say Hope, is that I'm sorry...yeah I know it's a bit late but I'm-" I soon interrupted his 'speech' as soon as I felt my anger rise.

"A bit late? You think, why are you apologizing now? Is it because it had to go this far to you to notice that what you were saying wasn't a joke!!" I felt my voice rise with every sentence.

My voice was laced with venom like his usually was towards me, but this time his wasn't.

He rubbed his unshaven face with his dirty hands while sighing heavily. I raised my weak arm to my hair to brush it back with my fingers but soon felt my hand paralyze.

My wrist was being held by Gally's strong grip, I winced in pain and tried to pull myself free. I could feel his fingers pushing against one of my newly fresh slashes on my arm.

I saw him slowly realize what was happening. Instead of letting go he squeezed tighter to confirm his assumption.

I couldn't help but hiss in pain and bite my lip, hard. In one swift motion he had me pushed up against the breaking wall with my both my sore arms locked in one of large hands.

He was silent and all he did was move while I stood there frozen. He used his other hand to move my sleeves up and he saw all the bandages and the dried blood around some of them.

He swore nearly inaudible under his breath and closed his eyes like it was causing him pain.

I stood there, silent, frozen...

"Stop, you got to stop this. It'll get you killed!" He stared deeply into my eyes and I was still frozen in place looking back at his.

"Isn't that what you wanted Gally. That's what you said," I sassed back angrily.

He groaned, he couldn't change what he did. None of them can. Neither can I.

He was inches away from my face and I held my breath, to scared to make a slight move.

He had his eye on me like a hawk. He scammed my body seeing all of what I did to it. I swear I saw a single tear slip down his face.

Nonsense, I'm imagining things. I must be! Yeah, he doesn't care, no one does.

"Hope, the reason why I bullied you, why I hated on you, why I was mean to you was...well...because I-I-" He stuttered nervously.

Nervous? He couldn't be. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath like he was about to confess to committing murder or something.

He was still so close to me, I tried to press my back further away from him but was met with the cold wall still.

"Shuck I'm just going to say it. I love you Hope. I know that it definitely doesn't seem like it but I didn't want to love you so I tried to hate you! I hate that I love you!" He rambled on but soon stopped when he saw my face.

I was in shock at the least. My jaw was dropped and my eyes were wide as if I just got told a griever was behind me.

He's got to be joking? This is just another one of his sick pranks. It has to be. I felt his hold loosen around my arms and he finally let go.

He looked down ashamed of his secret. He has to be lying. It's not possible.

"Gally, you don't love me, no one does!" I mumble sadly knowing every word was true and I've been proven it many times.

"HOPE I SHUCKING LOVE YOU!!!" He yelled out and I flinched slightly. Way to make a point. Before I could react the door opened in one quick motion.

Both of our heads snapped to the doorway and was met with Newt. He looked furious, jealous even? Nah...only the first one.

"GALLY! HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT TO HER AFTER WHAT YOU DID TO HER! You've should go before I bloody snap!!" He growled out.

Gally wasted no time getting out of there. I didn't even see him run out, I just saw him slam the door.

"Don't listen to a word he says okay Hope? He's done more than what you think!" He grumbled and looked at me with his cute eyes.

What the hell does that mean??

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What do you think Newt meant by that?? Does Gally love her? Is Newt jealous?

Please vote and comment. The comments on the last chapter motivated me to write this one ♡