Seungkwan's p.o.v.
After we came back from the mall I headed to the living room.
I expected Vernon to follow me but when I looked, he was gone.
I just shrugged, figuring he was in the bathroom or something and decided to just play some games on my phone.
I was just fooling around when someone scared me.
"Seungkwan."
I snapped my head up and Vernon was standing in front of me.
"Vernon, you scared me." I said placing a hand of my chest.
"I think I should tell you something." Vernon said, sounding serious.
"What is it?" I asked. "Is something wrong?"
"Um, it's just, Seokmin hyung told me something." Vernon said. "I don't think I should tell you but at the same time I think I should."
"Um, okay." I said, slightly confused.
"Seokmin hyung told me to stay anyway from you." Vernon said.
"Why would he say something like that?" I asked, shocked by what he said. "It doesn't make sense."
"Seungkwan, I think he likes you." Vernon said, shocking me even more.
I just sat there staring at Vernon.
"What are you going to do?" Vernon asked.
"I guess I'll have to talk to him." I said, unsure of what else I could do. "I don't want you to leave me though. You're a good friend Vernon, I don't want that to stop because of someone else."
"I know, I told him that I wouldn't stop being your friend." Vernon said and gave me a small smile.
Friend... not the word I would have liked you to use but I guess it will due for now.
I wanted to tell Vernon some day soon, like today, but now I'm not so sure. I don't want to make Dk upset like Hoshi but at the same time, I don't like Dk, I like Vernon.
I don't know what to do. Should I talk to Dk today, tomorrow, never?
"What should I do?" I accidentally said outloud.
"What do you mean?" Vernon asked.
"I don't like him but I don't want him to be like Hoshi hyung." I said. "What should I do?"
"I think he would rather be heartbroken then used." Vernon said. "Don't you think?"
"Yeah, I guess you are right." I said and sighed. "I just feel really bad."
"I know, don't worry about it." Vernon said. "He'll be okay, just like Hoshi hyung."
"Are you sure Hoshi hyung's okay?" I whispered.
"Yes Seungkwan, he's fine and so will Dk." Vernon said. "Trust me, okay?"
I nodded. "I will so if something happens, I'm blaming you."
"That's fine because nothing bad will happen." He said. "Everything will be fine in the end."
We were quiet for a few minutes.
"You should go talk to him." Vernon said.
"Now?" I questioned. "Isn't it to soon. Won't he know you told me?"
"He probably will, but I don't care." Vernon said. "I don't want he being mean to me anymore."
I gave him a weird look and he shook his head.
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