chapter 4

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Perrie's p.o.v 

I've been getting a little worried I haven't seen Jade, Leigh-Anne Eleanor,or Danielle out yet. I felt something churn in my stomach. I had a familiar bad feeling coming over and heard a girl yell "Someone help Jade she's drowning !!!!!" My eyes shot open wide in fear and I immediately knew what was going on when leigh-Anne and Danielle were dragging Jade's body out of the water and putting her near the wall "Leigh-Anne you fucking idiot what the hell did you do?!??!" I shrieked running towards Jade's body not seeing her chest rising worry completely taking over as I felt my brain stop functioning and my heart pounding against my chest "I..it was..ju... just supposed to be a prank but we took it too far perrie I don't know I'm sorry" I moved strands of hair out of Jade's face putting my ear to where her chest was supposed to be but I couldn't hear anything. "I'm going to get Mrs.Jefferson !" A girl said trying to run but Leigh-Anne yelled "No! no one is leaving no one could say anything to her or anyone OK or I swear I will ruin each and everyone of your lives understood?!?!?" She yelled running a hand nervously through her hair as Eleanor and Danielle went to block the door "Well what the fuck are we supposed to do about Jade just watch her die!!!!" Eleanor yelled back fear taking over her and Danielle's feauters . Typical Leigh Anne trying to get out of trouble by threatening people "Does anyone know CPR ?" I heard Danielle yell everyone shook their heads but me. I remembered that I took a class about it once during my first year in high school "I do" I said my voice barely above a whisper but Leigh Anne seemed to hear it and said "Well do something before Mrs.Jefferson comes back!! ". I nodded my stomach churning again nervously as I plugged Jade's nose titling her head up slightly and opening her mouth I sighed out noticing my arms slightly shaking "Hurry!!!" Leigh-Anne yelled "OK" I snapped back before putting my lips to Jades blowing a puff of air into her mouth. But it wouldn't work the first time or second time my mind just seemed to turn to mush as I felt my whole body shiver. What if she wouldn't wake up? "Come on Jade don't do this wake up" I said putting my ear back to her chest seeing if there was a response yet but there wasn't one.  "No come on Jade please." I pleaded putting my mouth on hers again .

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Jade's p.o.v 

I started to get some ways of concesnious back hearing people say my name and then felt a pair of soft lips moving against mine.  I started to move my lips to speak but a sharp pain shot through my lungs as I gasped for air backing away from the person and throwing up water. The pain in my chest unbearable "Jade!!!!!" A voice squeled before their lips were on mine again but I backed away and coughed quickly spitting up a puddle of water again my body begging for air. I could barely sit up. I closed my eyes again breathing deeply just trying to concentrate. Breath in breath out. Not even wondering about why the stranger just kissed me. I felt a dark shadow hovering over my face. I managed to open my eyes a little bit every bit of my body ached. And before me stood Perrie Edwards wait.....was Perrie... No way Perrie actually helped me... She hates me why would she give me CPR? She completely hates me...But wait she kissed me when I woke up. Even when I was in pain a million questions ran through my head. I just shut my eyes closed again trying to think everything through feeling my whole body shake. 

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Perrie's p.o.v 

I put my mouth on Jade's again hoping praying that she'd just eventually wake up but what surprised me was when I felt the lips move against mine. But they backed away quickly. I saw Jade gag up a ton of water surprise and excitement taking over my whole body just seeing Jade actually awake again which was strange since I could've sworn I wanted her dead about a month ago. "Jade." I squeled going back to her and pressing a soft kiss to her lips my brain not registering what my body just did but I felt my stomach erupt in butterflies but the kiss was just a few seconds long since Jade moved back again to throw up a bunch of water hearing her wheezing for air and go back to laying her head on the tile ground shutting her eyes. Which gave me time to think about what I just did.Did I really just kiss her? Oh my God did I have feelings for Jade? Or did I do it out of pure excitement because she actually woke up again? I shook my head and scooted over next to Jade moving the hair that was stuck on her face away whispering a "Your alive your actually alive." smiling to myself as I thought I just saved a life today. "What the hell is going on ?!?" I heard Mrs.Jefferson yell. 

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After everyone got dressed again including Jade who didn't even speak yet. I cleared things up with Mrs.Jefferson saying that jade just slipped and hit her head on the stairs railing in the pool and we helped her out of the water. She actually believed me yet again not even questioning a word I said. Was this lady really that gullable or just utterly stupid? But hey I wasn't complaining. 

"What the hell Leigh-Anne are you guys trying to go to jail?!?!" I whisper shouted at them after they changed into dry clothes and saw their faces fall and fill with guilt "It was just a prank" Leigh-Anne mummbled trying to help herself out. "Your a fucking idiot your lucky I saved your ass actually no all your asses today." I said before grabbing my books out of the locker and storming out . 

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Jade's p.o.v  

About 20 minutes later I felt fine. Still a little dizzy considering the fact that I almost died but I was able to walk again. I got dressed and dried my hair then grabbed my things and let tears fall down my face. Did they really hate me that much that they would actually want my life to end? I just don't know what the hell I did to actually make them hate me so fucking much. I bit my lip from trying to sob out loud when I suddenly felt an arm softly tug me to a locker. The person stood in front of me raising my chin to make me look at them and who I saw actually shocked me. I expected to see Jesy,Harry or Niall but instead was greeted by Perrie's hypnotizing crystal blue eyes her face full of sympathy. What did she want now didn't they do enough damage for one day? "What Perrie?" I asked as more tears seemed to spill down my face "Listen Leigh-Anne, Eleanor and Danielle didn't mean to take it that far they ju.." I cut her off short and said "Like you weren't even slightly apart of this" I snapped walking down the now empty hallway to just be spun around by my arm again."If I was part of this why would I even think of saving your life Jade?"Her eyes narrowed at me. I was at a loss of words I didn't know why she saved me and yet frankly I didn't want to ask. "So..." I whispered as Perrie's face inched forward to mine she grabbed my chin again.  My heart jumped against my chest as her lips were just inches away from mine. Was she going to kiss me? Wait did I want her to I mean I didn't even know I just felt a sudden mix of emotions. "Just don't tell anyone about what happened to day OK I don't want any of the girls to get into any trouble understood ?" She cocked her head to the side and all I could look at were her lips which looked perfect by the wayn Wait what was I thinking she didn't like me she just wanted to save her friends asses. "Yes" I nodded afraid of what she'd do if I said no "Good" she whispered and I could basically feel her breath against my lips making me shiver. "Well I got...gotta go." I broke the silence and quickly ran to class my face flushing why was Perrie so close and did I like it? Did I like her? No no I was straight and so was she and there was one big detail I left out she hates me. 

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Perrie's p.o.v  

I was left flustered in the hallway my mind just recognizing that I was barely inches apart from Jade. What the hell is going on. Was I really about to kiss her yet again? No way no way I need to snap out of this I couldn't do this she fears me but yet all I wanted to do was just kiss her!!! I couldn't if anyone even found out I even wanted to I would be picked on for the rest of my highshool experience. I couldnt even risk that no matter how much I wanted to kiss Jade I just had to keep my feelings to myself for now and plus my dad would kill me if I even thought of kissing a girl. 

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