5SOS Preferences and Imagines

#90 You're With One Boy, But You Kiss Another Part 2

Luke: For the next couple of the days, you were regretting letting that kiss ever happen. You have no feelings for Michael. At all. You just didn't want to make it awkward, so the only thing you could think of was to kiss him back. However, as soon as he pulled away and left, your mind instantly went to Luke and thought how he would react. You started panicking the closer it got to the day he was due back from his trip. You had ignored all contact with Michael. He had even tried coming over, but you just wouldn't let him in. You needed to tell Luke before anyone else did, and that was what you were planning on doing as soon as he stepped through that door in a few hours. You were currently sitting on your bed, staring into space and biting your nails as the nerves were getting worse and worse. "Baby?" the voice said, making you jump, your eyes widening as you saw your boyfriend standing in the doorway. You started panicking and you felt a tear slip out of your eye. "(Y/N)! What's wrong?" he said frantically, walking over to you and pulling you into his lap. You took a deep breath after another tear slipped and looked up at Luke. "Just please don't be mad at me. Even though you will be anyway," you told him and he looked concerned. "Michael was over for dinner one night because I was alone and bored, and when he was about to leave, he kissed me. And... I kissed him back..." you told him. At first his face dropped and he looked upset which made you more scared but he suddenly relaxed and asked you with a flat voice, "Do you regret it?" he asked, and you instantly shook your head yes. "You don't know how much," you spoke honestly and your voice cracked, meaning a sob was coming. "Oh, baby. You don't need to be scared. I can see you are telling the truth. I am disappointed you didn't tell me as soon as it happened, but I know I told you to not contact me. I am just glad you were honest with me. I love you so much and I hate seeing you like this," he said as he walked over to you, grabbing your face and placing a gentle kiss on your lips. "Doesn't mean I won't have a word with him about it though. He is going to get it for touching what's mine," he growled and hungrily and you can safely say, you were welcomed by dominant Luke that night.

Calum: You had just got back from the dinner, and your mind was still flying back to what happened. You regretted it a little bit, but you couldn't help but enjoy it, just through the thrill of it. You felt something there, but you weren't sure if it was just because of the rough patch you and Calum were in or if there was actually something between you two. You didn't realised you had basically been spaced out the whole time until you were interrupted by Calum as he started to talk. "Okay. What's going on?" he asked and you could see he was giving you his pointed look, meaning that you need to tell him there and then. "Something happened... And I am not sure how I feel about it..." you spoke honestly, looking at the ground and avoiding eye contact. Before he could speak anymore, you quickly spoke again. "Have you noticed how things have been recently? Between us?" you asked him and you saw him furrow his eyebrows a bit but sighed. "Yeah, I've noticed something was a bit off. I wanted to try and get back into the swing of things, but every time I went to, you were upset and weren't talking to me!" he said and tried to turn it around on you. "I have been waiting for a few weeks for you to ask me to move in! We have been dating for nearly 2 years and I thought you would have asked me by now. You don't seem like you are very committed to this relationship and it's been getting to me lately," you admitted to him. "I was going to ask you but you started acting weird so I thought it wasn't the best time!" he exclaimed and you looked at him confused. "Oh, and I may have kissed Luke..." you let out, thinking it would be better to just let it out. "What?" he growled and as soon as you saw that look in his eyes you knew what he was going to do. He grabbed you by the waist and plants his lips roughly on yours and you felt the spark that has recently been missing. With that, he stormed out of your apartment, grumbling how he was going to punch Luke.

Michael: You were admittedly really confused about what happened last night. You remember kissing Ashton, but it wasn't anything special... It was just an in the moment type of thing and you didn't feel anything. You were just upset about how Michael was treating you and how he was making you feel. You knew that wasn't much of an excuse, but it was the only way you could think about it. "(Y/N)!" you heard being shouted through the apartment and you knew it was Michael. You got up and walked out to see him walking towards you. "(Y/N), I am so sorry about last night! I don't know why I did that," Michael apologised, cutting your face with his hands, and you were looking into his eyes and you felt the tears starting to flow. "Heyy. What's wrong?" he asked and you saw the concern in his face. "You're gunna hate me," you sobbed and he looked at you a bit wearily. "Why would I hate you?" he asked and you couldn't stop the words from flowing from your mouth. "I kissed Ashton." "You did what?" he asked you and you couldn't decipher the meaning behind the voice he used. With that, you just cried harder and dropped to your knees on the floor. "Did it mean anything?" he asked and he seemed a lot calmer than what you were thinking he was going to be. "Of course not! At least I don't think it did. It might have felt like it did last night, but that might have just because of how upset and angry I was with you and even myself. You act like I am not worth it or that you are embarrassed by me most of the time! And when you did that yesterday, I just felt useless and stupid so I called Ashton to come and get me because I didn't want to stay there any longer. When we got back here, I guess I was just so hurt that I just kind of kissed him. You haven't even kissed me in god knows how long as well! I just felt so lonely," you sobbed out to him, always looking down at your hands that were placed on your thighs. Next thing you know, lips were being placed on yours in a passionate kiss, hands were cupping your cheeks as well. You felt the sparks that you so deeply missed. "I am sorry. I didn't know that was how you felt. You should have just told me. I know I have been out of order. Just stress with fans, management, recording and everything. I know that's not an excuse, but how about we both work together to get better at this?" he asked and you released a slight laugh and you're not sure as to why though. "Okay," you agreed and Michael smiled at you before placing another kiss on your lips.

Ashton: He has just entered the house, laughing and joking about something that must have just been talked about a few seconds prior. "Heyy babe," Ashton said when he saw you and he planted a kiss on your lips. As soon as he pulled back from the kiss, he shot a look at me and then Calum. "You kissed her?" Ashton questioned and you started panicking and saw that Calum was also starting to panic as well. "Dude, fucking answer me!" Ashton shouted and you cowered back. "Look I know you're trying to act innocent, but I could taste the smoke on her lips. I know you used to like her but did you really have to kiss her when she is my girlfriend? How could you dude?" Ashton growled at Calum. "I don't know why you re just aiming this at me, it wasn't like she tried to stop it," Calum argued and he held a smirk on his face. Ashton turned towards you and you instantly felt tears coming to your eyes and a panic attack coming on. Your throat was tightening up and you were struggling to breath. You got up from the sofa and ran into your room and slid down the side of the bed and sat on the floor. "(Y/N)! It's okay, I'm here. I'm here," you heard Ashton saying, trying to reassure you and he pulled you into his lap and craddled you. He started saying soothing words in your ear to reassure you that he was there and he kept telling to try and breathe. After about 10 minutes, you felt yourself calm down and breathe regained to normal. Ashton grabbed the sides of your face nd made you look at him and asked, "Are you alright now?" he asked and you nodded, avoiding his eyes, thinking he was annoyed with you. "Heyy, I'm not mad you know," he said and you looked at hi confused. "Just please tell me you regretted it...?" he sighed and you saw the pain in his eyes. "I regretted it. I really did. You know I love you and your the only one who knows me and can deal with me," you said and he released a small laugh. "I love you too," he said and placed his lips onto yours. Calum soon apologised for being childish and admitted that you and Ash are good together.