Okay so I'm not a great writer so I don't know if this is any good also I uploaded on my phone so it isn't edited at all. Thanks for reading anyway though, Kitty. Xox
Oh dear God I've really gone and done it now haven't I? One instruction. That's all I had to follow, he's my Dom I'm supposed to obey him entirely, but I couldn't follow just one instruction. Worst of all I wanted this to happen. I wanted to disobey, test his limits. I mean surely that's a fair enough excuse.
Oh who am I kidding, that's a rubbish excuse, I've only been in the Bdsm lifestyle a whole two months and I'm already going insane. I want to please him, he did after all take time out of his life to train me, but I need to be bad it's who I am. I deliberately disobeyed for that reason.
Now I bet your asking yourself what was that instruction? What did I disobey? Well this morning before he left, I was told "no touching yourself while I'm gone." I knew he had cameras in the house. I knew he was watching me, but I just couldn't resist, and the worse thing is I orgasmed. He might have been more forgiving if I hadn't of orgasmed, because he wanted me deprived 48 hours, but no I ruined that and on purpose as well. I even smirked to the camera when I finished. Why do I have to be so stupid sometimes.
Now here I am waiting for him to get home, kneeling at the door, naked with my legs spread and my hands palm down on thighs with my head lowered, acting like a good sub. Heart beating fast as I listen to the ticking of the clock, torturing me, making me wish he'd just hurry up and get home already as the anxiety is just too much to bear.
The door slams open, but I do not look up, behaving the way a submissive should act in the prescience of her dominant. Hairs rising on the back of my neck as I can feel his stare on me.
"Well well well, what do we have here? Trying to act innocent whore? You know I saw what happened and I will not tolerate it!" His voice boomed causing an echo to form in the hallway. "This behaviour is not accepted and you will be punished severely!"
"Yes Sir," I reply in a little voice.
"Stand! Walk to the playroom assume the position by the door and wait for me." He commanded in a strict voice.
Not wanting to be told twice I quickly stood and followed his instruction, once again kneeling at the door. I waited for what felt like hours but in reality was only 20 minutes, for him to return. He walked straight in and stopped directly in front of me. "Stand!" He commanded and I complied. He then walked over to the bed and sat on the edge. "Come!" I walked over quickly trying to not anger him and then pointing at his lap he commanded me to "bend!" Bending over his knee so my stomach was laying on his lap, I began to get goose bumps at what was about to come. "Tonight, you will not orgasm at all, if you do your punishment shall be worse, am I understood whore?" His voice the epitome of serious.
"I understand Sir," I replied quickly, wishing this would be over soon even though I knew it wouldn't.
"Until you have proven you are worthy to be forgiven, you shall be called, baby bitch, you will find out why later. I want you to remain silent throughout your punishment, unless I tell you to speak, any noises and you will be made to wear a ball gag. Am I understood Bitch?"
"Yes Sir, I understand."
"Good." Without warming his large hand came down hard on my ass, I held back my gasp by biting my lip. "You have been very naughty, and should be thankful I am punishing you bitch." His large hand came down again harder, "bad girls like you deserve to be punished." His hand came down again, and I was fighting back my moans, the fact he was not rubbing after each hit meant it stung more but it only made me wetter. He then spanked me for a good ten minutes, his last slap coming down the hardest of them all. By then I was breathing hard and was surprised when he began to gently rub my stinging ass easing some of the pain.