(Let it snow, Let it snow, Let it snow, Let is snow.. in California)
-Snow in California by Ariana Grande
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"Come on, get up. I'm taking you home."
Matt said through his gritted teeth. I looked at him then back to Sammy, Sammy looks at me then shrugged his shoulders. He mouthed a 'go' the nodded.
"Bu-" I get up, but he cut me off.
"No buts, Jannalyn." He said then grabs my purse and hand then started dragging me to his car. I got in without saying a word, i crossed my arms and pouted. What if he heard what Sammy and I were talking about? What the hell do i do?
"What the hell was that?" I spoke up breaking the silence.
"What do you mean 'what the hell was that?' ? I should be asking you that, Jannalyn!" He yells.
"Says the person who dragged their friend in the middle of their date!" I know that it wasn't a date, but it just came out. I can see his fist clench even tighter.
"First of all, it's best friend not 'friend' ! And second of all, i'm not going to let that jackass rape you!" He yells even louder.
"He wasn't even planning to rape me, Matt! He's just a friend." Why is he getting so angry with this? jeez.
"That's what all hoes say." He says, keeping his eyes on the road. Tears welled up my eyes. I know it may sound stupid that i'm tearing up because he called me a hoe, but it hurts when your only best friend calls you a hoe.
"Stop the car." I said through my gritted teeth as i wipe my tears. He looks at me with a guilty expression on his face.
"Stop the fucking car, Matt!" I yelled getting angry and sad. He immediately stops the car in the side. Before he could say anything, i jumped off the car and started walking even though i didn't know where i was going.
"Jannalyn, please-" He grabs my arm turning me around.
"Leave me alone!" I screamed started sobbing. I turned around again but he grabs me and slammed my back against the wall.
"I am not going to leave you alone, Jannalyn." He says. I tried to escaped but i couldn't, i sit on the ground covering my face crying. "I'm sorry, okay? I didn't mean to say that." He whispers hugging me, i hugged him back but didn't say anything. "I'm sorry i really am. I'm just mad."
"Why are you mad? There's nothing to be mad about." I wiped my tears and stopped crying.
"What if he hurts you? And don't you dare say he's not going to. He's freaking 20 years old! And it's illegal for you guys to date too!" He says getting frustrated. I kinda liked it when Matt would get all protective when he sees me hanging out with some guy. It's like he's.. I don't know..jealous?
"We're not going to date, Matt." I calm him. "He knows who I like-" shit. Way too much information. I froze and look down at my lap. What the hell do I do?
"You like someone? Bitch spill." He pretends to be a girl by pretending flipping his long hair and playing with his nails.
"Well.. I don't know." Do I like him? I can't just tell me that I like him. It'll ruin our relationship.
"What do you mean? Oh come on, tell me.." He whined the little kid.
"But it's confusing Matt. I-I've been friends with him for a long time, then I started feeling these things in my body but good things." Did I give too much info again?
"Friends for a long time?" His eyes widen then he froze a bit. Oh no.
"Why didn't you tell me you were friends with another guy besides me?!"
May 22, 2016
After what happened yesterday afternoon, Matt cannot stop bringing up the guy that I like. He would keep bugging me and asking me 'what's his name?' 'Do I know him?' 'How old is he?' or 'He's not hotter than me, right?'
I don't want to tell him that he's the guy that I like, I just can't. It will ruin our relationship, he would probably stopped talking to me, and plus, he doesn't feel the same way. I need to stop liking him.
I really need to get my self a girl friend too. Not girlfriend, I meant a friend that's a girl. I've bee hanging out way to much with guys, that I'm becoming a guy. One time, I burped so loud and it made an echo in my house. Pretty legit, right? But I'm sure some girls burp way louder than I do.
Anyways, it's Wednesday morning, good thing I don't have school. I'm just laying here in my bed looking up at the ceiling, thinking about Matt. Cliche, I know. Thinking about him just makes my day, you know? Speaking of mr. Hottie. He rang my phone.
"H-hello?" I cleared my throat, feeling a bit shy and nervous. What this boy does to me.
"Hey shortie!" He happily said. I grinned, my cheeks turning pink.
"What's up, Matty?" I asked trying to act calm. He's my best friend why do I need to act calm? I can just walk into his house, steal his food anytime.
"Are you busy today?" He asks me.
"No why?" I bit my lip. Please ask me to hang out with you, please.
"I was wondering if you would like to hang out with Claire and I?" Then my smile fell turning into a frown.
"I have some good news to tell you."
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"You know what's a stupid idea if you were best friends with someone?" My heartbeat quicken. "What?" I cleared my dry throat. "Dating them. I mean, dating your best friend is kind of stupid. Like, what if things don't work out? Then they break up...