I laid in my bed. I just couldn't help myself thinking about Shawn. I made him mad yesterday and I fell asleep early by crying. I hate crying myself to sleep. I used to do it when mom was sick all the time. I did it when I couldn't control my emotions.
I closed my eyes and pictured us in a room, kissing and hugging. I lifted up his shirt. Then he put his hands in my pants and grab my ass. I started to moan. I took them out he kissed my neck. I moaned more. He threw me on the bed and ripped off my shirt. I wrapped my legs around him. Our body bumping and grinding together. I moaned louder and louder. I grabbed on his hair as he licked and kissed my body. Mhhmm. He went lower and lower and I moaned louder and louder.
Shit. I woke up to the sun shining bright it my face. Not again with these dream. First, Ryan- Now, Shawn- who else, Donald Trump?
I notice i was laying on a hard pillow. I rubbed on the pillow. I lifted my head up. When i turned it was Shawn. I jumped out the bed and he started waking up. He was half awake, talking in his sleep. And started to say something
You what? Just say it!
I love you!
It's like when he said that my whole heart hurts.
I ran to the bathroom, but left it half open just to hear what he was saying.-
Lisa I do. It's the truth. Please don't leave me. Not for him. Please. I never kissed her. Please come back. You'll make it. Please.
I wonder what was happening. He look so cute on the bed i took some pictures.
He started to wake "what are you doing." he said. I hid my phone. " oh nothing just going downstairs." i said. "Oh okay" he said as i was walking to the door. "And make sure to lemme see those pictures you took."
Shit how did he know. "Uhh what pics i didn't take any pictures. Bye." i slammed the door as he chuckled and got up.
It was 9:00. I made breakfast for everyone. They came down the stairs one by one. All of a sudden, the door was being knocked on. I ant to go open the door. There at the door was My cousin and two other girls.
"My cousin jumped on me. Lisa i missed you." Said Annabelle. I hugged her back. "I missed you too Anna" i said.
She let me go. "This is Daisy and Rose. My friends. They've been dying to meet you." They gave me a big hug. Since i made soo much breakfast i gave them some.
Cousin and a12b50 here! I am siked Lmaoo! This book is getting somewhere drama and eerily silentic.