I'm just lifeless too
But you to taught
Me how to feel
When nobody ever
Would And you taught
Me how to love
What nobody ever could
Belong To The World- The Weeknd
Chapter Six - Let Me Help You
Carson's lips felt perfect against mine, but I had to pull back. This was all too much for me right now.
"What the hell are you doing?" Carson moved away from me. He bit his bottom lip and cleared his throat.
"I, uh... I needed to practice for this play that I'm doing." I knew that was such bullshit. Carson's face was extremely red. I wanted to laugh, but I was too shocked right now.
Did he really just kiss me? What the fuck!
"Bullshit. Why did you kiss me, Carson?"
"I just wanted to see... can we forget about this? What movie should we watch next?" I smirked when Carson got up and walked over to the tv.
"To see how my lips felt? How did they feel , Carson?"
"Amazing." Carson whispered. I laughed when he cleared his throat again. "What did you say? You want to watch a funny movie?"
"That's not what I said, and I heard what you said. Thank you." Carson sighed when I smiled.
"Let's just forget about this, okay? Are you hungry? I can make some food if you want." Carson started to head to the door.
"What's really going on with Maya?" He stopped and slowly turned around.
"What do you mean?" I rubbed the spot next to me. Carson sighed again then headed over to the bed. I moved closer to him when he sat down.
"There's something deeper than just things aren't the same. You're a good guy, Carson. You wouldn't go kissing random girls if something wasn't wrong."
"You're not some random girl, Violet." I stared at him when he smiled. Carson wouldn't even look my way. His eyes looked down at the floor while he had a small smile.
"You didn't answer the question. What's going on with Maya?"
"Why do you care?" Yeah, why did I care? He was just the annoying kid that lived next door. Maybe he was more than that.
"I hate to see a good guy like you get hurt." Even though Carson annoyed the shit out of me, I still cared. I hate when good guys get hurt.
"Maya found another guy. I saw some stuff in her phone." Carson's frown broke my heart. I grabbed his hand and rested my head on his shoulder.
"Why don't you break up with her? She's obviously fucking around with this guy."
"I can't let go... just like you." I backed away when he said that.
"Excuse me?" Carson rolled his eyes.
"You heard me. You know what he's doing, but you just can't let go." This little shit had no right to bring up Storm. This had nothing to do with him.
"I think I'm hungry " Carson grabbed my arm and pulled me closer to him.
"Don't run. You wanted to push me so bad, so now I'm going to push you."
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