Few chapters for custody and stone hearted Baekhyun in the future. Dito ang focus kasi so this will probably look like in a fast pace.
Dedicated to @exobottom sana magustuhan mo saeng. Your so amazing, you know that?:)
Chapter 32: End It
Sitting on the mattress comfortably, my gaze averted to the door when Chanyeol came in, looking listless and worn out. "Oh? Mabuti naman at umuwi ka pa, Chanyeol. Yung totoo, hindi ko na alam kung paano ka babatiin tuwing uuwi ka. Should I say, welcome home?" I said, sounding weary for this unending issue. "Or, did you have fun fcking your mistress? Ano?" I continued.
"I'm tired, Baekhyun."
I laughed in a mocking way. "Aba, saan ka napagod? Sa pagbayo ba sa kanya?" He clutched at my arm firmly, "Mukha namang hindi ka pagod.. nagagawa mo pa akong hawakan ng ganyan." I scoffed, meeting his burning eyes. At binitawan nya ako dahil dun.
"Just sign those fcking papers."
"Para ano?! Para pakasalan ang kabet mo? Over my dead gorgeous body. No. I won't sign those annulment papers. No." mataray na sabi ko sa kanya. Annulment? Tapos ano? Magiging masaya sila? Hell no. Hindi ko bibitawan ang papel bilang asawa nya. Kahit yun lang... para kay Jesper lang.
At sa mata ng batas, kasal pa din kami.
Mahal ko pa rin si Chanyeol but fck, it's been years since he looked at me the way he used to! Hanggang ngayon, bulag pa din sya. Fck. Hanggang ngayon, hindi nya pa rin magawa akong paniwalaan. Lumalaban nalang ako para kay Jesper, umaasa na sana maisip din kami ni Chanyeol at hindi ang bitch na yun.
"Baekhyun," I cut him off.
"Hinayaan kita magbakasyon nun para makapagisip ka.. hindi para maghanap ng iba, Chanyeol. Sa ating dalawa, ikaw talaga ang nagloloko. Tigilan mo na to," Hinawakan ko ang kamay nya, "Bumalik ka na sa amin. I want my husband back. It's been so long. Let's make it work again.."
"It's too.. late for that." combing his hair with his fingers, Chanyeol let out a deep sigh.
"Not yet. Hindi ba pwede magsimula tayo ulit..? I want to believe that you still love me. Hindi mo sya mahal, you only found comfort in him. Channie, para kay Jesper. Kalimutan mo na.." I squeezed his hands.
"I tried, that's why we're still married di ba?!" he tried? When all he ever did is reject me callously? "But living in the same roof, we're only hurting each other even more. Just sleep it off, Baekhyun." Tinitigan nya ako ng ilang minuto at napatingin sa braso at tuhod ko, "And, where did you get those?"
"I fell down the cellar."
Shaking his head, he grabbed the medical kit and pushed me to the bed. "Hindi mo dapat hinahayaan ang sugat ng ganyan." aniya.
Sometimes, he worries and sometimes not. I guess, lumalabas lang ang pagiging doktor nya pero umaasa pa rin ako, umaasang ako pa rin ang mahal nya. Ang martyr ko na na kahit anong pagtutulakan nya sa akin, hindi pa rin ako sumusuko. I want to hear him say he don't love me anymore but I'm too afraid because I don't know if I can take it. Just no.
"Chanyeol, did you really tired?" I said, touching his face with my soothing palm. I slowly leaned forward and gave him a buss. Hindi sya pumalag kaya nagpatuloy akong halikan sya. Chanyeol responded and lay me down the bed. His kisses that I truly missed.